golden-pavillion
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golden-pavillion

New Fapstronaut, Male, 23

21 bi, gay-leaning guy. I struggle with loneliness and porn addiction. Aquarius. Nov 15, 2019

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    1. golden-pavillion
      golden-pavillion
      21 bi, gay-leaning guy. I struggle with loneliness and porn addiction. Aquarius.
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      2. amaranth
        amaranth
        Welcome! Loneliness is a feeling or state shared by many (typically without it being shared). But what's important is that one proceeds through life doing the best they can to improve circumstances and grow in character. Good luck on your journey! :)
        Nov 15, 2019
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Jan 23, 1998 (Age: 23)
    I've realized quite a while ago that porn addiction is a type of symtpom of atomised modern society we find ourselves in. -and in my own case: a very lonely upbringing

    Whenever I've managed to quit PMO long-term it was because I had friends/individuals around who were counting on me NOT to become numb and apathetic to the world. Essentially, what I was missing was a community and a purpose. Sadly, I seem unable or even unwilling to maintain real long-term connections: probably due to the fact that I always seem to give into the idea that I am not worthy enough of the other person's time, that I have to prove myself...(which may sound unhealthy, and in my case definitely is...but I think it holds a grain of truth...Real bonds are made trough sacrifice)

    Just to keep things somewhat short:

    I'm looking for an accountability partner or anybody who wants to chat.

    Whenever I try to bring these topics up with my male friends/aquaintances it makes the conversation very akward. I'm closeted and while I like women my attraction to women falls more into the category of admiration or jealousy.

    Take care ^^
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