Golgotha

I don't think I can do this without petitioning a higher power.

The PMO has me by the balls right now, I'm caught in a binge loop.

I set up my blocking software for a month. Let's see if I can get there this time.

There is an application called Cold Turkey which would help many of you. It locks you out of your PC on a schedule.

I can't let go of my bitterness and resentment. The inability to figure out the right path eats at me.

The first time I decide to go bike riding in weeks it rains again. >:(

Successful recovery seems to involve some balance of restriction and addition of habits that satisfy your brain.

It's easy to be confident when you're on week 1 or 2. Boy does it get hard from there...

So I just had a series of super heavy binging sessions. Man, I am an addict, no joke.

I think I'm addicted to the internet as well. TV, video games, surfing. Maybe just as bad as PMO.

What is "a waste of time"?

A sacrifice is necessary to transfer from one state to another. Sacrifice is the transitive function, the process.

I'm holding on by my fingernails right now.

Being around people right now makes me not want to be around people.

If you see a post with no replies, especially relapse reports, go ahead and give a brother a boost.

I got jury duty lol

I have a theory that a wet dream is your brain going through withdrawals on the subconscious level. It's a good thing, I think.

I had a wet dream and then a dream about walls closing in on me. Hmm. I see a correlation.

This summer seems to have lasted forever. I hope the winter comes soon and stays long. Things need to cool the f**k down.

I had a really hard night last night. The monotony of being a worker gets to me. That entitlement part of my head came back.