Recent content by GripStrength

I tried a bit of speeding for the first time in a while. Not super super fast, but in areas where police presence in usually high. So got a bit of an adrenaline rush because I can’t afford a ticket :p

What kind of things do you do to get your fix?

Ya I could see fighting as a pretty big adrenaline rush. Just not into hurting people is the only thing for me personally. Trying to brainstorm careers/jobs I could get into that are very high adrenaline

Is anyone else here an adrenaline junky? Im coming to the realization that I’m not actually a porn addict or masturbation addict. I’m actually an adrenaline addict. I don’t think I could really give a shit what gives me the adrenaline, porn is just an easy and lazy way to get adrenaline. For...

Struggling really badly the last couple weeks after a massive trigger

I do lol. But I also drink water and milk beer etc up until I pass out and in large quantities

Not sure if I should be concerned. I’ve recently started pissing the bed pretty often at 30. I did it as a kid older than you normally should. A little bit here and there as a teen, but in my 20s maybe once every year or even a couple years and nothing. And would always be just a drop and I’d...

If you only lived in a white box. Never knowing anything of anything. Never seeing anyone. Talking to anyone. And then a human showed up in front of you, and you saw one for the first time. Is there any possible way in the universe you’d just for some reason have dark thoughts about them? I...

Everything is learned. Outside of true psychopaths.

I’d assume so. I know I just flat out stopped being turned on by random things like anorexic chicks. Looking back it’s like what the actual fuck? There is literally nothing sexually attractive about that at all. Now if I see a real anorexic, it gives me that cringey feeling. There was a lot of...

100 000 a year installing solar panels... That is something I think I can definitely look into to keep the ball rolling. Awesome suggestion, thanks.

I’ll tell you this. I’m almost 30 and I have zero clue about career goals and passions (when it comes to careers). But I remember distinctly, 21 was a turning point year for me. I was doing really good and felt like I was getting on the right track. 21 was the start of the end for me. I went in...

Personally I can’t stand chatting with chicks and doing that whole player thing. Always getting digits and woah man this is so cool, I’m getting laid all the time bro bs. Comparing myself to people like that, as that is the standard of what I should be made me miserable, and I still struggle...

That was me for a long time. Minus all the great habits you have. You don’t want to do it because it just seems fake probably. Just this big bs thing you have to work so hard for. I’d say rebuild a car and turbo it and have some fun. That’s what I used to want to do but didn’t. There’s no...

That is good advice. Just whatever I pick. See it through. I really have no other choice now... unless I want to be a dead beat dad. Asking for donations on nofap :p (shout out to that one guy)