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They are rotten inside

Beauty is on the inside :) Celebrities are just humans like us who have 'flaws' just like us (flaws within quotes as they aren't really flaws). Moreover they have exclusive makeup artist, fashion designer and access to costly cosmetic procedures. And that is the reason why they look 'perfect'.

Let them be. Lets focus on moving ourselves forward and away from PMO.

release their urges by getting some woman in a headlock like Mel Gibson in Lethal Weapon when he fought Mr Joshua.

Nothing against that, but when you orgasm every day with your gf you are just replacing porn addiction with sexual addiction. Remove the girlfriend and let's see if they don't relapse on porn.

I feel as though a sexual addiction, although it shouldn't be made my purpose in life, would be more respectful to myself than a porn addiction. Women are mirrors and can sense when you're coming across as needy, arrogant, egotistical etc., which are all traits associated with PMO. They will act the same way to you as a porn addict and then you'll be thinking 'what did I do wrong?' Hence my struggle with women.

last week of my final exams just to hammer the worry home. I think also that fapping is just making me weaker and more vulnerable to being victimised, so they unleashed this madness just as I was showing the most weakness.

Not sure why they were complaining. If this continues you should call the cops on them because it isn't fair enough to you for nothing. It's disrupting you're peace and tranquility dealing with arrogant minds.

People such as that like to cause problems for the sake of having something to do. They were the ones playing the victim, in hindsight, my problem is that I often follow suit and take responsibility for something they should deal with in themselves.

by. Especially if they're negative emotions. I live in my own world where everything has to be perfect, but inside I'm falling apart.

I am learning not to hate people, I hate society and how it's raised them. Especially parent's that can't let the past go.

I hear you, man. Do what you can. Cut back! It's definitely a challenge, but you can start making progress.

I should be starting online lessons from January-February if all goes well. I kind of want to explore what the world has to offer me first, but I don't want to disappoint my family and my teachers who seem to be making all of the decisions for me and talking me out of my ideas under a false assumption of what I want.

If I'm going to be stuck inside all of the time because of this, I can at least use it to build more discipline but I won't necessarily have a purpose in life.

occur in my bedroom.

I've known some wonderful people who watch it for "Fun" some how they still have relationships or partners.. Either they just don't care or they have a grip of Mojo like no other..

Welcome to my day's bud. Have you tried subliminals at all from Youtube? They can help aid in breaking the Auto Pilot.

that I won't have the motivation to see through.

hedonism, I suppose.

I relapsed again. I went half a day then relapsed twice. It's absolutely pathetic. I can't do NoFap for as long as I have a technological device.

I do hardcore blackout no-device times when possible, man. I've taken a week off work more than once. It was that or feel like not being up to the task. Helped me get started on some great streaks. If that's an option maybe you can give it a try. Don't define yourself by your flaws, though. You've got a lot of good to offer the world!

I can't do that at the moment because all of my work is online and I need to study for my exams. The problem is finding the motivation to study when you have an abundance of women to go to every time you look up at your laptop.

feeling is a part of the reboot. Anyone who says otherwise is in denial of who they truly are.

Same, I have had the same experience. I'm often referred to as emotionless, but I think it's my early pmo addiction that made me this way

I was always put under heavy observation with taking special ed classes from an early age (because of my poor upbringing), so I could never really be alone to feel my emotions. Coming from a poor family it was expected that I would be badly behaved, so I was shouted at for the slightest discrepancy and I had to deal with this by withdrawing from everyone and their opinions, essentially faking being stoic.