Recent content by handyman

full blown

Dammit, I kinda soft-relapsed last night. Wasn't full blown but the step just before. I have seen the signs and not respected them. I know this is a very serious time and I must take action immediately. I will be back on here tonight. Stupid P!

Thank you! This is also my safe house!

Thanks for kind words, guys. P was not a factor this time, alas I was still dumped with almost no explanation. But that's how it goes. Still P-free but Defcon 2. This is the hard part. Reaper is hunting me.

Hello. This is a general cry for help. I have been off the P for a few weeks now and I feel relieved to be past the first part. I have, however, been dating a girl for the last four months or so, and the relationship is beginning to fizzle out (by her choosing). In other words, I believe I am...

Man, this is perhaps wrong to say but your story makes me feel a bit better about my own. I don't at all judge you. Thanks for sharing. I've got around a week clean and relate to what you said. Love to chat anytime.

i'm like a week in to no P, holding on for dear life. anyone want to talk please?

i'm back to day 3 or 4 again. would be so sweet if it were the last time. please, P cravings, leave me be.

made it a few days. holding on. aaaaa

(groundhog) Day 1

day eleven? no, day one again. dammit

day nine, edging again. fuck this shit

hate beginning over. this is so difficult. is it possible? you say it is, eh? how?