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Welcome new users! Be sure to get an accountability partner ASAP in the accountability partners forum! It will make this journey manageable! Jul 2, 2015

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    1. headedup
      headedup
      I am back and feeling strong! Relapses are bad, but binges are 1000 times worse. I'm going to keep my rewiring progress by staying strong :)
      1. Kurapika, NoBrainer, Andrew01 and 2 others like this.
      2. sir fappanot
        sir fappanot
        hell fucking yea!
        Apr 27, 2015
      3. headedup
        headedup
        Apr 27, 2015
    2. headedup
      headedup
      Dang I relapsed. I was doing really well. But in a way I'm still doing really well, and can't take the relapse too hard. Reality check :l
      1. Gentleman WriterDreamer
        Gentleman WriterDreamer
        Hang tight buddy this is just a small bump on the road to recovery and not a full blown stop. If you have not done so already then you should totally check out Mark's videos on relapse because if is this was a good streak then you likely still have some excellent rebooting progress saved up, so you are not back at square one.
        Apr 25, 2015
      2. Gentleman WriterDreamer
        Gentleman WriterDreamer
        Apr 25, 2015
      3. headedup
        headedup
        Thanks for all your support @Gentleman WriterDreamer ! yes I have seen those videos and I watched them again. I am much more confident today and I am not worried about relapsing again any time soon. I'm going to recommit myself with hypnotism and meditation, and really get "back" in the best zone I've ever been in.
        Apr 26, 2015
    3. headedup
      headedup
      Yes the weekend!! What a long week :0
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    4. headedup
      headedup
      Do any of you just have urge free days? I've been having an urge free WEEK and it's weirding me out. I hope I don't get cocky and mess up...
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      3. headedup
        headedup
        That's awesome. If you stay away from fantasizing and porn, it's almost impossible that you will masturbate, unless you do so when you're half asleep in bed to sexual dreams. Stay strong bro, and stay wary, just in case you start having urges to masturbate again. They CAN strike out of nowhere, so let's both try together to not get cocky!
        Apr 24, 2015
      4. diamondboi
        diamondboi
        I agree. Do u ever start getting light headed and high when someone talks about sex. My mind starts to daze off and fantasies barrage in. I think of an x and say no no.
        Apr 24, 2015
      5. headedup
        headedup
        @diamondboi I wouldn't call it lightheaded but yes, I kind of start zoning out toward fantasy. I also get nervous, because I think, "uh oh, I could go relapse now." Luckily I usually don't :)
        Apr 24, 2015
    5. headedup
      headedup
      Stay strong! We all go through easy streaks where we have great productive days. But the real test is how we do when we don't feel strong!
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      3. diamondboi
        diamondboi
        I agree with the between 45-90 days. I'm close to 45 days, and noticed a big difference in my erections from now compared to two weeks ago. I do feel the biggest recovery for us addicts will be the penile sensitivity, and delayed ejaculation. From my experience thus far, sensitivity seems like the biggest problem. I
        Apr 26, 2015
      4. diamondboi
        diamondboi
        I didn't get a blowjob last night, but two weeks ago I barely fealt shit. felt like I had a dead wet noodle in a chicks mouth, and just going with the motion. Light play yesterday, and strokes to my dick fealt suprisigly good though :)
        Apr 26, 2015
      5. headedup
        headedup
        45 sounds about right then!
        Apr 26, 2015
    6. headedup
      headedup
      Welcome to our newest members! Explore the accountability partner forum to get a partner and get started.
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      2. Anne-Dauphine
        Anne-Dauphine
        Jsust saw wee've passed 40000 members!! I'm so happy about it :DD Welcome guys!
        Apr 20, 2015
      3. headedup
        headedup
        sweet! This site is really taking off.
        Apr 20, 2015
    7. headedup
      headedup
      I've started having weird dreams. I hardly ever had dreams before NoFap, but now I have them a lot. Coincidence? Or ... WITCHCRAFT?!
      1. Lets_do_this
        Lets_do_this
        Witchcraft! Definitely witchcraft! ;)
        Apr 19, 2015
      2. headedup
        headedup
        haha i think so too.
        Apr 19, 2015
    8. NoBrainer
      NoBrainer
      You're doing great with no fantasising headed up! :)
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      2. headedup
        headedup
        thanks i appreciate your support as always!
        Apr 19, 2015
    9. headedup
      headedup
      At least I haven't relapsed, but I've had huge mood swings the last few days. Yikes!
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    10. headedup
      headedup
      Wow this week was a doozie. But I didn't relapse, so I'l count that as a success.
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    11. headedup
      headedup
      Happy Friday everyone!
    12. headedup
      headedup
      Almost to the weekend; stay strong my friends!
    13. headedup
      headedup
      Sorry for not posting tonight. I've got thesis work to do; it's due on Friday! Wish me luck!
    14. headedup
      headedup
      HELLO GUESTS! Making an account was the best choice I ever made in beat'n the addiction. It's completely anonymous; you have nothing to lose
    15. headedup
      headedup
      keep it real this weekend my peeps...
    16. headedup
      headedup
      I hope everybody is doing well. WIsh me luck; I'm joining an honor society tonight!
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      2. Philip1990
        Philip1990
        gl brahx , hope youre doing well :)
        Apr 9, 2015
      3. headedup
        headedup
        thanks man, yeah I'm doing well!
        Apr 10, 2015
    17. headedup
      headedup
      HELLO GUESTS! Making an account was the best choice I ever made in beat'n the addiction. It's completely anonymous; you have nothing to lose
    18. headedup
      headedup
      I made this monday my b***! ... That is, my BFF
    19. Monster Carrot
      Monster Carrot
      Good work man :D
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      2. headedup
        headedup
        Thank you!
        Apr 7, 2015
    20. headedup
      headedup
      I am 12 hours from my goal of seven days.... almost there.
      1. Aby
        Aby
        Nice job man hope you made it! Cheers. I realized its all subjective progress. I couldnt even go a day without pmo and today I finished my first day. Hope to see you on the other side brother.
        Apr 6, 2015
      2. headedup
        headedup
        Thanks! I did make it!
        Apr 7, 2015
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    I am currently taking a break from NoFap, but I hope to be back by around January 2016. I am not, however, giving up on the fight to stay clean.

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