Trying again and again is a way to succeed. It's not as unlikely as the lottery, though. Maybe there's a strategy you've been holding back on. Go for it, if so!
Going slowly, I find it hard to talk about my personal life lately. I wish I could express myself but I'm having trouble doing that. Life has been a roller coaster lately but unfortunately my calendar does not reflect reality as of today
If a side conversation would be more helpful than a public one, plenty of us also use pm private convos. For me, might only do one post every couple days but can definitely listen. Hang in there, bro.
I need to be humble, I cannot be proud or arrogant. This i will make sure is at the top of my mind for the next 48 hours
You're not wrong. We're all just a few bad decisions away from a relapse. Just keep going, and (as I tell myself) don't try and be clever :)