Hope23
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Hope23

Fapstronaut, Male, 37, from Latvia

Today I realized that freedom from masturbation is not in numbers, but inner peace and healing of the soul. Apr 22, 2024

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    1. Hope23
      Hope23
      Today I realized that freedom from masturbation is not in numbers, but inner peace and healing of the soul.
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        Apr 22, 2024
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    2. Hope23
      Hope23
      One Psychotherapist said - invite your demon to the dance. Only by getting to know what destroys us internally, we can truly become free.
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    3. Hope23
      Hope23
      Day 0
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      3. call me mila
        call me mila
        no, you never actually start from scratch. you always come back again stronger. smarter. wiser. use it to your advantage.
        Mar 26, 2024
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      4. Hope23
        Hope23
        Yes you are right my friend. So should I put the counter back and celebrate the 9th month?
        Mar 26, 2024
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      5. Hope23
        Hope23
        After talking to my support team it was not necessary to restart the counter. Now back on track and is 275 day
        Mar 27, 2024
    4. The Conqueror 414
      The Conqueror 414
      Congrats I see your doing well in this journey Keep it up..
    5. Hope23
      Hope23
      Any addiction always loses its power as soon as it is spoken out loud, because the one who tries to destroy us loves the dark.
      1. Alarden
        Alarden
        That’s completely true!
        Dec 27, 2023
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    6. Hope23
      Hope23
      Today was the 100th day without masturbation and I am over the biggest record of my life! Glory to our Savior Jesus Christ for this forever!
      1. Frassvelli
        Frassvelli
        Big congratulations my brother! So happy for you! May our Savior always keep you strong and persevering! God bless you!
        Oct 4, 2023
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      2. Hope23
        Hope23
        Thank you very much for your congratulations and support always my big brother @Frassvelli. May God bless and protect you always!
        Oct 4, 2023
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    7. Hope23
      Hope23
      I have overcome two M trap falls - day 28 and day 37. The next challenge is to overcome the biggest record of my life - day 97!
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        Deleted Account
        You will outrange your 97-days record!
        Aug 30, 2023
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      2. Hope23
        Hope23
        Thanks for the encouragement! Yes, I also believe that, because the Lord is with me, Who is my helper and strength!
        Aug 30, 2023
    8. Hope23
      Hope23
      I focus less on the days count and more on winning the daily battles.
    9. Hope23
      Hope23
      One week clean from MO!
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    10. Hope23
      Hope23
      Today 26.06.2023 I did MO! Was 28 days without MO.
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      2. The_determined
        Jun 27, 2023
      3. The_determined
        The_determined
        U can do better keep it up and come back stronger
        Jun 27, 2023
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      4. Hope23
        Hope23
        Thank you! I wish you the same! Be strong!
        Jun 27, 2023
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    11. Hope23
      Hope23
      Hi! Thanks for asking! Yes, I'm doing great. I read the Bible and think more about God and I have no desire to do M. How are you doing?
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    12. tim slim
      tim slim
      Hey man. How are you doing? I haven't heard from you since last week. Is everything okay?
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    13. Hope23
      Hope23
      My journey without MO/PMO started 15.01.2023. 2 fails (MO) - longest stroke was 97 days. 29.05.2023 3rd attempt.
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      2. tim slim
        tim slim
        You can do this. There is hope for those who fight. God fights in front of you.
        Jun 2, 2023
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    14. Hope23
      Hope23
      My journey without MO/PMO started 15.01.2023. 2 fails (MO) - longest stroke was 97 days.
    15. Hope23
      Hope23
      15.01.2023
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Feb 19, 1987 (Age: 37)
    Location:
    Latvia
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    He / Him / His
    On January 15, 2023 I started journey because I have ED problems from too much M.
    I do M 30+ years and my goal is to get rid of M forever!

    On 25.08.2023, I revealed my addiction to my wife, which I secretly did without her knowledge for 15 years. I thought I would never reveal it to anyone.
    Therefore, praise be to Jesus Christ our Lord, Who changed my heart so much that He gave me the courage to confess it to my wife and she forgave me and accepted me. Now I finally feel so alive and free from this sin!

    Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working. (James 5:16)

    On 13.11.2023, I also revealed my addiction to my sister. And she answered me like this:
    Thank you for your openness, I'm really sad that you had to go through all this alone.
    Any addiction always loses its power as soon as it is spoken out loud, because the one who tries to destroy us loves the dark. As one existential psychotherapist said - invite your demon to the dance. Only by getting to know what destroys us internally, we can truly become free .


    Current record of my life: was 300 days
    15.01.2023-22.04.2023 = 97 days
    22.04.2023-29.05.2023 = 37 days
    29.05.2023-26.06.2023 = 28 days
    26.06.2023-22.04.2024 = 300 days
    22.04.2024-08.05.2024 = 16 days

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    Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love Him. (James 1:12)
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