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Last Activity:: May 11, 2023

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Hyvaiska

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”You can come to the morning through the shadows” J.R.R. Tolkien Mar 12, 2022

Hyvaiska was last seen:: May 11, 2023

1. Hyvaiska
  D4. I don’t believe this: it actually feels like a physical pain refusing to PMO. Unbearable itch, driving me to walls once a day.
  
  Oct 30, 2020
  1. quit@porn and Swazzy 1 like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Treat this pain as a pain for progress which will strengthen ur soul,mind and body.
    
    Oct 30, 2020
    
    quit@porn and Hyvaiska like this.
  3. Hyvaiska
    You’re absolutely right Swazzy. Embrace the suck -that’s what I learned at the army. That’s progress hurting.
    
    Oct 30, 2020
    
    quit@porn and Swazzy 1 like this.
2. Hyvaiska
  Day zero. My feelings about myself exactly. Zero. Fair enough. Now onwards, let’s pray.
  
  Oct 26, 2020
  1. Swazzy 1, Shadow™輝ツ and quit@porn like this.
3. Saskia Simone
  Are you working this Sunday? It’s the Feast of Christ the King, see if you can make time for Mass. I prayed my Rosary for you last night. Hope today is going well x
  
  Oct 24, 2020
  1. Hyvaiska, Master Chips and Swazzy 1 like this.
  2. Saskia Simone
    I’m actually wrong about the Feast Day, sorry!
    
    Oct 24, 2020
  3. Hyvaiska
    Thank you so much for praying for me, it means a lot! Today’s good, started my day with the Rosary myself. Dunno if I can make it to mass tomorrow, but I’ll talk about it with my wife. Thank you for support!
    
    Oct 24, 2020
    
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4. Hyvaiska
  Gonna call it day one. Yesterday I fell, but felt also yesterday being somehow pivotal. I wanna start over. Clean table. Day 1.
  
  Oct 23, 2020
  1. WanderTruth, WinstonDotMY, Leader of ME and 1 other person like this.
5. Hyvaiska
  D9. I find myself playing with fire again, turning my head too often and wishing for ”accidental” psubs... gotta stay strong.
  
  Oct 22, 2020
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6. Hyvaiska
  D5. Temptations, agitation. Like being deprived of the one thing bringing me relaxation. Pls brain recover soon from dopamine overload!
  
  Oct 18, 2020
  1. Swazzy 1 likes this.
7. Hyvaiska
  D3. Bon weekend, as they say in french, my friends. Stay strong!
  
  Oct 16, 2020
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8. Hyvaiska
  D2. The prodigal son is back again.
  
  Oct 15, 2020
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  2. ASV
    What does it mean? :)
    
    Oct 15, 2020
9. Hyvaiska
  D1. Irritated, slightly depressed, numb. I keep reminding myself, that I’m on an upward curve with my feelings. Doesn’t feel like it, but...
  
  Oct 14, 2020
  1. Tari Legong, Swazzy 1, Roady and 1 other person like this.
  2. Dojokyoto
    Fake it until you make it....emotions come from motions....you are doing the right thing.
    
    Oct 14, 2020
    
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10. Hyvaiska
  Day zero. Stop. Just stop and do nothing. Take a deep breath and find good inside. Push away the darkness. Say no to it.
  
  Oct 13, 2020
  1. intso and Roady like this.
11. Hyvaiska
  D8. Lift heavy at the gym and carry each other’s burdens in life.
  
  Sep 30, 2020
12. Hyvaiska
  D5. Still tired, but happier. Today’s for recovery, relaxed family-time.
  
  Sep 27, 2020
  1. Master Chips and thinking_differently like this.
13. Hyvaiska
  D4. Tired and lost. During last couple of days I’ve been working a lot, so chances to reset have been few and apart. No celebrations.
  
  Sep 26, 2020
  1. Swazzy 1, Meisterkatze, |Hanuman| and 2 others like this.
14. Hyvaiska
  D1. I’ve been here for so many times I’ve lost count years ago, but I’ve made progress too. That’s what I’m focusing on. Progress.
  
  Sep 23, 2020
  1. Kvothe The Bloodless and Leader of ME like this.
15. Hyvaiska
  Day zero again. Hi there, my friends, new and old! Note to myself (again): PMO is NOT a good way to recover from night shifts...
  
  Sep 22, 2020
16. Hyvaiska
  D3. Morning gym, chores around the house. Urges come in day’s waves, but today they’re still. Tomorrow is gonna be another story.
  
  Aug 21, 2020
  1. BurgerChamp, Warrior Within, Shadow™輝ツ and 1 other person like this.
17. Hyvaiska
  My magic pill? Exercise. When in doubt: go run/gym/cycling! Came back home from a spin all fired up. Oh, sweet clarity!
  
  Aug 20, 2020
  1. Warrior Within, Roady, Akeakua and 2 others like this.
18. Hyvaiska
  D2. Still a bit run down, urges start building up to soothe myself with PMO. Oh well, gotta roll up my sleeves again. Don’t give in.
  
  Aug 20, 2020
  1. Dojokyoto, Meisterkatze, Warrior Within and 1 other person like this.
19. Hyvaiska
  D1. Feeling a bit tired and overwhelmed, which is natural, but I shouldn’t be put down by it. I need to keep on keeping on...
  
  Aug 19, 2020
  1. Warrior Within, Meisterkatze, Swazzy 1 and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Yes, hold tight. Better days are coming, if you do everything right.
    
    Aug 19, 2020
    
    Hyvaiska, Warrior Within, Meisterkatze and 1 other person like this.
20. Hyvaiska
  Day zero again. No explanations needed, onwards with this.
  
  Aug 18, 2020
  1. Meisterkatze, Warrior Within and Akeakua like this.
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