I Am Somebody

never stop trying for it will pay off, it will pay off, it will payoff.

Just 3 days? Why not go further beyond?

Leave me alone

As you wish.

Ex. GANDHIJI, KALAM, EINSTEIN ,ANd so many

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3mKTPXSNmI

Have you ever researched Torah? There's a Divinity series i posted, you should investigate that, I think you never heard anything like that (not from the video above, but from the series other parts).

The mistakes they laugh and criticize at today is tomorrow they'll praising your for your strength. I choose to step up, try, make mistake, be ridiculed than a observer, a critic, a fucking coward.

Of course it's not easy. In my personal experience tiredness, lack of sleep, anger all lead to PMO for myself.

Having said that the worst situation is what we need to be exposed to, to master ourselves.

I'll respect you for that, but I also expect me to stand vulnerable yet strong during the tough days like today. To have patience, to understand that it takes time, everything takes time. That I must not give in to whats happening in the moment. What's happening in the moment is not what'll keep happening tomorrow or even the very next moment.

Become emotionally detached and learn to see reality, and never ever give in to emotions and passion. Be coldly rational, let it fucking hurt if it hurt others, because you know, they do not matter. Always prioritize rationality and always always stand honourable in your own eyes

I was barely getting 4 hrs a sleep everyday, plus not getting to workout and meditate, which now I know is impossible without. Anything above 3 months is impossible without good sleep, Workout and meditation. I feel much calmer and serene after one semi-voluntary orgasm yesterday.