Icyweb

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I've been gone for a long time. Had some really great ups and some really bad downs. Going to post a little more regularly now. Day 4 May 1, 2020

Icyweb was last seen:: May 1, 2020

1. Icyweb
  I've been gone for a long time. Had some really great ups and some really bad downs. Going to post a little more regularly now. Day 4
  
  May 1, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    being active here help you in many ways including smooth nofap journey
    
    May 1, 2020
    
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2. Icyweb
  I'm just really happy right now for no particular reason, and I can't remember the last time I felt like this.
  
  May 5, 2018
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  2. seaguy44
    Quitting PMO can make you feel happier :-)
    
    May 5, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    That's so nice..
    
    May 5, 2018
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    The child like bliss comes very occasionally during nofap period. I remember having same feeling yesterday while sitting in the park. Everything felt so beautiful and i had never been so blissful.
    This is the true liberty. This is the beautiful life that porn industry deprives people of. Keep heading brother!
    
    May 6, 2018
    
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3. Icyweb
  3 weeks ago I relapsed after an 18 day streak. I was really depressed by it and almost binged several times, but I held on and now I'm here.
  
  May 4, 2018
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  2. Icyweb
    I don't think I would have held on if I had let myself binge before getting back on the horse.
    
    May 4, 2018
    
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  3. Kcolrehs
    Good to have you back! It's seriously awesome that you got back right away. Make sure you figure out what triggered you and what the underlying problem was so you can eliminate it this time round! Keep going forward, all the best!
    
    May 4, 2018
    
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4. Icyweb
  You become what you do.
  
  Mar 26, 2018
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5. tweeby
  Ssssshhhh, the secret is yours now.
  
  Mar 19, 2018
6. Icyweb
  Week 1 complete, week two begins.
  
  Oct 3, 2017
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7. Icyweb
  "The world offers you comfort, but you were not made for comfort. You were made for greatness." ~ Pope Benedict XVI
  
  Apr 1, 2017
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8. Icyweb
  Some strong urges today. Entertained some bad thoughts, but went to confession. Feeling a lot better tonight, still a little bit tempted.
  
  Mar 8, 2017
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  2. Covert
    Keep up the positive atittude and the rest will be fine.
    
    Mar 8, 2017
    
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  3. HopefulChristian
    confession? You must be Catholic :)
    
    May 4, 2017
    
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9. Icyweb
  Day 9, feeling good with the weather. I also feel sensitivity and "hunger" downstairs, but I have to go to work soon, and that will help.
  
  Feb 24, 2017
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  2. Icyweb
    Day 9 complete. Struggled with my thoughts, but I shut them down and made it through the day. Day 10 begins tomorrow.
    
    Feb 24, 2017
    
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10. Icyweb
  Tough day yesterday, having a lot of temptations today. Must avoid trigger seeking. I'll update tonight.
  
  Feb 13, 2017
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  2. AndySky180
    Stay fierce. Stay positive. You are not alone! Cheers
    
    Feb 13, 2017
    
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  3. Icyweb
    Thanks. I did make it through the day, and a good part of the next day too, but then I gave in to trigger seeking and relapsed. Getting back on the horse today and imposing fines on myself for any trigger seeking from here on out.
    
    Feb 15, 2017
    
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11. Paul the Apostle
  Today I went in and well, the massage lady started doing a little more and well, I didn't stop her. So this I think counts as a relapse. I'm repenting and will not go there again.. THanks for being there Ice.. I'm glad to have an accountability partner.. May God keep us both and strengthen us in this challenge and journey of self control.. Paul
  
  Nov 16, 2016
  2. AntiqueRevolverGuy
    Yeah that's a relapse. And a sin. Don't go there again man.
    
    Nov 16, 2016
  3. Icyweb
    I think your right. It's a shame that you can't go back to the massage place, but avoiding the near occasion of sin is a big part of winning this.
    
    Nov 18, 2016
    
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12. Paul the Apostle
  Thanks. Ice.. Appreciate your support.. Relapsed again in a really weird way.. Must confess it.. I went to a massage place that I've gone to in the past and it was all in the "up and up" just a massage and nothing else.. I wasn't expecting anything more if you know what I mean.
  
  Nov 16, 2016
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13. Paul the Apostle
  I went for seven weeks clean.. In a relapse mode.. You still going strong? What's your record if you don't mind me asking.. Need a little encouragement.. Thanks.. Paul..
  
  Nov 5, 2016
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  3. Icyweb
    Don't stop trying now. You've relapsed, but when you have something like seven weeks free, even a series of relapses can't take all your progress from you. Don't make the mistake of putting your head down to push through.
    
    Nov 6, 2016
    
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  4. Icyweb
    Lift your head up, enjoy life, and walk above the challenge. You'll have to fight at times, but mostly you can just distract yourself. There is something incomplete in all our lives that drives us to PMO. The key, it seems, is to fill that emptiness and be satisfied with the good things in your life.
    
    Nov 6, 2016
    
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  5. Icyweb
    I know I need more than what I've been doing lately, so I'm going to increase my prayers and reliance on God. I'm going to start going to a mass an extra time per week too.
    
    Nov 6, 2016
    
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