idkhtfly

I feel the same, bro. It's so difficult. You're not alone.

In 80+ years, that would indeed be a peaceful way to go.... but for now I hope you live life to the fullest, with love, with wisdom, with purpose, and with the capacity for giving and forgiving. You'd not be the only atheist who choses a positive life path!

I feel that way most of the time. Having others to support you while you are going trough tough stuff does help. So definitely don't give up.