Imabouttobefree

I never had a hard time intiating conversations with certain girls. My problems was following through or getting close to many of them on the emotional level . instead of trying to connect with them and set an example around them I would fantasize and objectify them at times .Sometimes I would come off as needy or awkward which would kill some attraction and would make me frustrated. Porn has been detrimental to my mindset around females. It has been detrimental for my jobs my education my future my focus . With God's help and the help of you guys I know this is going to be changed.