inzynier1
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inzynier1

Fapstronaut, Male, 28

Backing on track again. Took an ****************! -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oM6wDxaXI0 Aug 16, 2017

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Aug 16, 2017
    1. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 2. Was to Church on Wednesday Ash and football training after work. Now Im here. Alone. My mind is making me trouble today. Dizzy
      1. AndySky180
        AndySky180
        Happy Ash Wednesday!!!! :-))
        Mar 1, 2017
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      2. SteelshoT
        SteelshoT
        Hey man, hang tough you'll make it through we're here for you!!
        Mar 1, 2017
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    2. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Ok. Lent is starting tomorrow. Its the great time to decide something. I decide to be clean for 40 days and 40 nights. So, day 1.
      1. 牢不可破
        牢不可破
        Awesome! I'm very excited for Lent this season!
        Feb 28, 2017
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      2. NewChapterOfMyLife
        NewChapterOfMyLife
        I forgot all about it. :(
        Feb 28, 2017
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      3. jim carry
        jim carry
        keep going
        Feb 28, 2017
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    3. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 1. Didnt sleep well. Feeling like a shit after relapsing yesterday. Gonna be a shitty day. Just dont wanna do anything. Lay down and ...
    4. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 0 again. Starting from now. The goal is to be clean in March. On my birthday, 25th of March. Cross your fingers for me, guys
    5. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      I dont wanna have problems with myself anymore...I dont wanna be a trouble. Everything is messed up, life isnt easy
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      2. AndySky180
        AndySky180
        Keep being brave and true to yourself, brother. I will write soon.
        Feb 27, 2017
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    6. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Tomorrow is another day...after every storm sun rises. Hope it will happen to me
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      2. inzynier1
        inzynier1
        Thanks, SteelshoT, I aprecciate it
        Feb 19, 2017
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      3. SteelshoT
        SteelshoT
        anytime man!!
        Feb 19, 2017
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      4. enigmaaa
        enigmaaa
        Keep fighting ist two weeks are tough .try avoiding..other addictions...stay strong...
        Feb 25, 2017
    7. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 2. Lost some money on the party...I must be more carefull :p Drunk some vodka with friends. Need change sth to be more confident
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    8. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 1. Was on party after passing exams. Feeling much better. Backing to game!
    9. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Guys, help me get out of this, please...Im feeling sick right now. Addicted. Seriously. It has influence on my life, big influence.....
      1. Logic1010
        Logic1010
        Don't be harsh on yourself.
        Failing just means that something is missing and you have to find this lesson failure gives u and learn from it and if you keep learning u will eventually succeed
        The harder the better because it means you are changing for the best
        Feb 18, 2017
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    10. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 0 again. Relapsed 2 times. Feeling stressed about an exam, too much to learn and did it. My mind is blowing up, have strange thoughts
      1. Logic1010
        Logic1010
        I can see that this loop (PMO) occurs when you are stressed because it gives u a sense of relief. Try to find an alternative so when u feel stressed go for a run, take a break and call a friend , snack , meditate (it's excellent)
        And if u do that continuously it will become a habit. See what other 'cues' (last one was stress) and replace them some action that provides u with the reward you desire
        Feb 18, 2017
    11. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 5. Feeling better, having the last exam on saturday. Starting to learn from now. Working, exercising, trying to stay in shape.
      1. LoyalKnight
        LoyalKnight
        Sounds like a good plan, keep it up! Tell us how it went,
        Feb 16, 2017
      2. 牢不可破
        牢不可破
        Mind, body, and soul. Keep up the good work! Best of luck on your exams.
        Feb 16, 2017
      3. Logic1010
        Logic1010
        Don't study for long session with no breaks though. U might get bored and you know what can happen.
        Hope you do the best
        Feb 17, 2017
    12. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 2. She msged me, that her grandma died. What can I do? She already has her support...I wanted to go to funeral, but she doesnt.
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      2. SteelshoT
        SteelshoT
        Hey man I'm sorry to hear that, it's really sad. In those situations you really can't say or do much. Just be a friend let her know that you are there for her when ever she may need you. be honest and truthful and let her know it would mean a great deal to you if she would allow you go Pay your respects.
        Feb 13, 2017
      3. LoyalKnight
        LoyalKnight
        Hard times, my condolences. You did the right thing, keep it up!
        Feb 16, 2017
    13. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 1. Being at the club with my mates, sleep for long time and rest on the rest of sunday...feeling kinda well. Need to change sth in my lf
    14. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Msged her at facebook. Wasn't a good idea, dont you think? Guys, have can I forget about her? Get through this? I dont wanna meet new girl..
      1. Burner1
        Burner1
        You only torture yourself when she has walked away and will not respond. Love yourself more than her, plan for your future and start doing what's best for you.
        Feb 11, 2017
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      2. inzynier1
        inzynier1
        Good advice, Burner. I loved her more than me, so far. Did things that were best for her. Didnt thought about myself, sometimes. She decided often. PMO was the escape. Now i know that.
        Feb 12, 2017
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    15. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 0. Bad. Gotta do some steps, which @Burner1 said to me. It will help. What are you advices, guys? How to be normal, less stressful?!
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      3. enigmaaa
        enigmaaa
        It's so dammn difficult,more so with the academic and social setback...I am feeling very low..today..but do no urge though..it seems even fapping or porn can't make me happy and I don't know what will,hope there's was some way to format ones brains bad memories..my mind's a mess today...
        Feb 11, 2017
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      4. enigmaaa
        enigmaaa
        Try getting past a few days to get past the chaser effect...use sheer will and donot touch ,it all starts with.touching..Meditate if possible..find some way to keep yourself busy
        Feb 11, 2017
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      5. TheRevenant
        TheRevenant
        My mind is a mess most of the time too @enigmaaa , we all kinda share the same feelings but we gotta stand strong.
        Feb 12, 2017
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    16. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Starting from now. Judge me. Yell on me. I need somebody to lead me to straight line. Not so strong enough so far. Need support again.
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      2. Burner1
        Burner1
        There's nothing to YELL at you about, we all struggle and sometimes we fail. We will increase our support and love you though this Bro. You are not alone.
        Feb 11, 2017
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    17. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Get the hell out of this apartment. Heading swimming pool. Rest there. Clear my mind. Feeling like a shit again. So, guys, Day 0 again.
    18. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 23. I wont lie. 2 exams failed. Couldnt focus on learning while being alone...and did it. Back to PMO. For one time. Without O. Gotta
    19. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 22 - one more thing to say. Dont wanna live another's life. Wanna have my. Fullfilled life, with work, hobbys, lovely girl,nothing more!
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      2. AndySky180
        AndySky180
        Good things are truly in store for you, bro. Stay positive. Stay very fierce, ok. Cheers.
        Feb 10, 2017
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      3. TheRevenant
        TheRevenant
        That's so true and I can totally relate to it!
        Feb 11, 2017
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      4. inzynier1
        inzynier1
        Relapsed guys. Im not proud of it. Feeling bad after exams, could find myself around those happy and smilling ppl on the university...feeling alone. Back to home and did it. Why? For what? Dunno. Didnt help. Just get worse. Past is past. Head up, again!
        Feb 11, 2017
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    20. inzynier1
      inzynier1
      Day 22 - trying to stay positive, played football after work and...LISTEN. Installed BADOO on my phone. More than 5 girls talked to me ^^
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      2. The Blue Ocean
        The Blue Ocean
        It would be pretty awesome if girls like engineers. I am studying my first year of electronics engineering (one of three years), hope that attractive. :P

        Anyways, jokes aside. Really happy to hear that girls are contacting you. :)

        Also, @TheRevenant, what you describe is my problem exactly! :S
        Feb 12, 2017
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      3. TheRevenant
        TheRevenant
        Don't worry, soon you'll get over it @The Blue Ocean . I myself am still in the process of learning it.
        Feb 12, 2017
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      4. inzynier1
        inzynier1
        I ended some king of technical study. Im an enginner. Kinda proud of that. Seem to be interesting coz of this to some females :p
        Feb 12, 2017
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