irishrover

Have to want it!!!!

A few false starts this year already, but this year is a blank canvas. Let's make it happen!

2021 nearly over, time to reset and go for broke in 2022!

Back on the road again.

Ah well, 11 days, my longest run for some time. We go again..

Need to sort this.Need to reprogram my brain. Have to make the right choice between PMO or my happiness, marriage, family, mental health etc

Back on the horse again. 5 days but then a stumble. Little steps lead to great journeys!

What am I like?? Just cannot shake this thing off!!!

Back on the horse. Have to stop making dumb excuses for myself. Need to work harder, work smarter and fight this beast! La luchua continua!

Here I go again..

A new plan. Not giving up. Can't give up.

Two steps forward, one step back. Keep learning, keep believing.

My choice: PMO or my marriage. It's as simple as that and I intend to make the right choice!

Damn damn damn and damn. Just feels like an itch I can't scratch. Try again, try harder!

Back to square one..

New beginning, new strategy. Aug 12th PM free or bust!

It's the self loathing that hurts the most. So want to end this curse so badly!

Relapsed last night but saved the Urge Killers list to my Bookmarks. Gotta keep keepin' on..

Back on the horse I get.

I am the captain of my own ship and the master of my destiny.