irishrover

It's the self loathing that hurts the most. So want to end this curse so badly!

Relapsed last night but saved the Urge Killers list to my Bookmarks. Gotta keep keepin' on..

Back on the horse I get.

I am the captain of my own ship and the master of my destiny.

Eyes on the prize.

It's doing the simple things well and consistently that will get us out of the holes we dig for ourselves.

New Year's resolution broken, time to remake it again!

Happy New Year fellow fapstronauts. Let's make 2021 a fap-free one to remember!

Here I go again..

Six days sober until last night. But that's good for me. Need to start again, learn lessons and move forward, even when it seems hopeless.

New plan, new purpose, no more excuses!

New plan, new focus, no more excuses!

Determined.

Here I go again, with eyes on the prize!

Five days sober and one bad decision puts me back. I go again, upwards and onwards!

Back on the horse again!

Getting back up on the horse. New plan, new motivation!

Another stumble, another bit of motivation to get back up again. Gotta do this for me and my family.

I fall down. I get up again.

Onwards and upwards.