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ValentinesDay marks 7 days since my last porn use and months since my last fetish chat! My attention now goes to my GF and not porn:chats!

Today I start again, here we go!

Relapsed, after like 16 days. 3 hour edge.. God damn! Not going to enter a binge, going right back on track! 3 hours won't "undo" 16 days!:)

I replied here https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/my-man-is-pa-i-tried-to-help-failed-now-i-let-him-look-but-hes-still-trying-to-hide-it.257840/ I don't know if it notified you :/ I'm new here sorry x

So a few hours left until day 14 is over. No urges, barely any libido. Feeling that something is "missing".. Craving "something" Feels good

Day 14. Feeling a bit better, focusing on what people have told me: not to compare my shit with horrible things such as rape and such.

Day 12,no urges and low libido.Still anxious&feeling low, comparing my ”creepshots” with sick things such as rapists and pedo monsters..WHY?

Day 10 soon completed,still no libido,depressed & lots of shame. Hopefully my brain is clearing up. Feeling sad about my sick parents lately

Thank you for the follow! :)

Halfway through day 8, no urges or libido. Trying to focus on the fact that ive been forgiven for my bad behaviour, i have to stop dwelling!

Day 6 of no P&M coming to an end, yesterday I had tough urges, today I feel completely numb and almost depressed. Withdrawals after 5 days??

Thank you for the follow :)