Been few days for me have been neglecting for a while with no effort . I haven't given up , guilt and anxiety have been getting me 0 motivation lately
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Struggling ...
I need help , ya Allah please help me .
استغفر الله العظيم الذي لاإله إلا هو الحي القيوم وأتوب إليك
Sunday March 16th, 2025. Full on PMO. I fell again. I feel super guilty and ashamed. I reflected after my morning prayer. Sad almost felt like giving up. But I Remebered that Allah is the most forgiving . I hope I'm sincere enough...
لا حولا ولاقوة الابالله العلي العظيم
Relapse pmo .استغفرالله واتوب اليه استغفرالله واتوب اليه استغفرالله واتوب اليه . Ya Allah, forgive me for I am of the wrongdoers. You are the most merciful الرحمن الرحيم. My nafs took over. Shaitan is locked up. From my own corruption. Wallah im not evil...
530am Friday March 14th, 2024 . I Fell again. I'm not doing good why ? I'm struggling . Angry with myself. I had a better idea of myself this Ramadan. I'm not good. So embarrassed over a Friday morning . Bad start ....
5am Wednesday March 12th, 2025 . I really need to get to the end of Ramadan without calling again . Ya Allah, please help me .
Wednesday March 12, 2025 pmo , Relapse keep falling should have never listened to my nafs . I'm struggling really have to get back on track. استغفرالله واتوب اليه
Fasting Ramadan, one of our greatest blessings . I cannot give up. For me , and everyone around me
Fell again Day 0 Sunday March 9th , 2025 overnight didn't sleep . I'm disappointed. I just deliberately let myself go. Pmo. استغفرالله واتوب اليه.
8am Sunday, not giving up...
445 am Saturday March 8th , 2025. Reset . I was doing so good.
Saturday march 8th, 2025. I Relapsed. Full pmo. I was way better off to pray and just go to sleep... Prayed to units of prayer. DISAPPOINTED in myself. It's Ramadan , the holy month . I will not give up. لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين
استغفرالله واتوب اليه استغفرالله العظيم
Ramadan Day 6 Alhamdullilah.
Ramadan Day 3, alhamdullilah.
Brain fog and anxiety today . Not feeling great. Alhamdullilah for the month of Ramadan beginning tomorrow. It is much needed.
Not feeling so great today, gym session was OK , still worked out , less energy. Had an interview, don't think I want to get back into asphalt. Its too toxic of an environment. I want to quit pmo forever. I wish I never relapsed, or had the urge or the whisper. I dislike acting upon the impulse idea to masturbate to pornography. I don't want to . Its a disgusting act. Im ashamed of myself.
استغفرالله العظيم الذي لاإله إلا هو الحي القيوم وأتوب إليك
Thursday Feb 27th, 2025
241am reset Day 000, caved today I didn't even get an urge, it's like ed happened or something, my brain feels cooked . Need to be stronger . -
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