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Day 47

Keep it going. There is only failure when one quits trying. Never quit trying to achieve your goal. That is success!

Day 46. Been planning on giving in at 90. Perhaps I should have occasions when I do not abstain? I have to get to 90 first though. Anyway, that's my thinking so far. Urges ramping up. I can actually taste the temptation. Food satisfies the craving. This is known as transference, trading one...

Day 46 Mission accomplished. Just a reminder that edging does not satisfy, it will only lead to one going over the edge either unintentionally, or by being unable to turn away at the last second and following through, also unsatisfactory as the brain is at that moment geared to resist the...

Day 46

Day 45 Planning on quitting after 90, but I always say that then I change my mind. Can't stop thinking about how nice a break would be hahahahaha

Day 43. Almost there

Day 38

Today is day 35 Been feeling flat for a little while. Wondering why I'm not ravaged by lust. I do feel something brewing below the surface so I could be in for a resurgence. I'm actually looking forward to this. That's how twisted I truly am.

Today is day 34

Just realized today is day 34 Mission accomplished Moving on

Day 33.

Day 29 Feeling gross lately, considering my past behaviors. I am devoid of libido at this point and that is a welcomed change. I am aware that this journey affects us all differently. I don't miss the urges at all. It's like the just stopped suddenly. I can still fantasize but I have no...

Day 28

Day 28