Jewel_kitty

Jewel_kitty

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    Day 18 I'm just 3 DAYS from 3 WEEKS. SO PROUD OF MYSELF I don't even know how I got here.

    like I can't fully process the fact that I'm almost to 3 weeks absolutely insane!

    urges are harder than ever though :< It's hard not to edge, and I almost did this morning.

    cold shower did almost nothing too that's how you know it's bad :<
    Jewel_kitty
    Day 15 Officially starting the third week! yippee!

    excited to get past 25 days (my personal pb) just 11 more days of agony, and BOOM defeated :>
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    I do my best to whenever I can, in fact I've been jogging as of recently.
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    Rainbow Warrior
    That’s great, really happy for you. I use to love jogging. But I’ve got sciatica in recent years. Unfortunately can’t do the things I once use to do. My chiropractor can’t put the disc in. And it’s a female as well. All I can do is walk but even then I’m limited to 6/7 miles one way. Do your stretches they’re very important after a jog. One day you’ll be free from pmo
    Jewel_kitty
    Jewel_kitty
    Thank you for the advice, and encouragement! Sorry about your medical issues, praying for folks like you out there <3
    Jewel_kitty
    Day 14 This mothers day sucked I completely blew it on every level.

    very disapointed in myself

    oh don't worry no edging or anything I just mean mothers day in general.

    I made it very, very extra super crappy.
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    If it’s any help, I had a great Mother’s Day. Very balanced. Maybe this time it wasn’t a crap day (for you) because of PMO or edging … but if you keep trying and growing, you’ll start to have more good days and less bad ones.
    Or, at least you won’t make the bad ones worse!
    And … you didn’t edge today. Nice work!
    Jewel_kitty
    Jewel_kitty
    Thanks! I do really appreciate it, but this sadly has nothing to do with nofap, but rather my adhd, and high tendency to break things (like 3-4k worth of stuff in the past year and a half which is a stupid amount).

    Hopefully nofap does improve it, but I've had this issue all my life so I'm a bit skeptical.

    Glad you had a good mothers day!
    Jewel_kitty
    near the end of day 8 I need to start learning how to deal with discomfort in other areas of life in a helathy manner. Because when I'm on a nofap streak I just find other unhealthy ways to distract myself which is basically the same thing just on a smaller level, and I don't feel as horrible after doing it.
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    End of day 7 I've got a big test tomorrow, and instead of going to bed early like a normal person I've stayed up until 12 am.

    I am learning about horrific russian, and japanese experiments in ww2 though.
    Jewel_kitty
    NOW youtub'e advertising GIRL'S bras like why? It's not eve just a top front, and back shot like you would think NOPE they HAD to crop in the butts too while they were lying down

    I hate these ads
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    This is why I stay off YouTube. The best place for me is outside. Even there I might get triggered, but at least it’s by real women rather than advertisements
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    Jewel_kitty
    The issue is that I need Youtube to do my school :<, and besides I don't find soft porn very triggering at this point, it's really just erotica, descriptions of sex, or hard porn.

    all of which is pretty easy to avoid.
    Jewel_kitty
    Day 2 still feel down, but I beat a massive urge this morning! The week one urges are always the toughest.
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    Nicely done. Week one urges are very tough. Somehow I got lucky this first week (maybe deep remorse over slipping with P) but I have just fought back some crazy urges this morning as well.
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    Day 1
    feeling really down at the moment. It feels like every other aspect of my life is slowly falling apart, and my nofap streak was what kept me from beating myself up over it.
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    WatersMirror
    Don't worry, youll be alright. Its all in your head
    Hiijustpassinthrough
    Hiijustpassinthrough
    @Jewel kitty. I get it. From personal experience of life fuckery. It’s going to be okay. Be proud that you are trying. That is a SUCESS. To see something you want to change and say “I’m going to do something about it” even if you slip up and have hard days. Try and walk yourself kindly through this.
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