jferdig73
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jferdig73

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frustrating, cant even go 24 hours in the last 5 days, Stuck in a hotel out of town for work. hot GF teasing on phone & me dark thoughts May 6, 2021

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    1. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      frustrating, cant even go 24 hours in the last 5 days, Stuck in a hotel out of town for work. hot GF teasing on phone & me dark thoughts
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    2. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      I need help they are all so beautiful
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    3. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      7 days first time in I literally have no idea, I made it 7 days with no MO. I dont do porn so that part has become easier a bit
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        Good and refuse edging.
        Jan 24, 2021
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      3. jferdig73
        jferdig73
        the temptation was talking to my new g/f who I told about my problem (that was a risk) , because we would talk about the things we wanted to do when she got back in town. She said if I go 7 days she would make it worth it kind of thing. so no edging BUT I was sexually charged up all week.
        Jan 24, 2021
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      jferdig73
      I set a small goal if 7 days, and I only have 1 left, and it will be the longest w/out MO. My friend said she will reward me for my success
    5. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      I have to make it till next Sunday at 11 pm and my new "friend" says she will make it worth the wait for me. WOW what a motivator that is
    6. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      how do you abstain from sex, yet makeout with a beautiful woman and not MO when you get home
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        I suppose that you have a lovely life. It's not hard but you must be strict with yourself.
        Jan 18, 2021
    7. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      WOW just went on my first date since my divorce 5 years ago, that was amazing
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      2. Azzure
        Azzure
        Oh wow! Congrats. what made it most amazing for you?
        Jan 16, 2021
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      3. jferdig73
        jferdig73
        she does not know all my history but knows that I struggle with a negative sexual addiction and still wanted to have a date with me, AND said I was a attractive man
        Jan 16, 2021
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      4. Azzure
        Azzure
        Oh I love that!!!!!!!! Soak that up brother. She knows attractive and to tell you, wow, she's into you. A good start to what I hope will be a wonderful relationship for you both. I admire you as well for coming clean about your SA this early in the relationship. If she found out some other way instead of from you, you would have lost her for sure.
        Jan 16, 2021
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    8. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      Boxing kicked my butt tonight, but I was able to get out a bunch of negative crap and beat it into the bag. to tired to fail tonight!! yea
      1. quit@porn
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        Well done alii...
        Jan 13, 2021
      2. roofs
        roofs
        Gotta love it. Boxing always gave me such a good way of punching and breathing off negative stuff and shed everything negative that happened during the day. Keep it up!
        Jan 14, 2021
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    9. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      honestly I am not even trying right now, I am lucky I get 2 maybe 3 days then it is overwhelming and I fail again and again Romans 7:15
    10. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      GOD. I HATE BEING EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE. 1 MINUTE OK - NEXT FEEL LIKE CRYING, NEXT FEELING.... WELL I DONT THINK I AM EVER "HAPPY" ANYMORE
    11. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      idc anymore!!!
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        Jan 7, 2021
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      jferdig73
      WTF Everyone around me has got their stim. money. IRS page says I am not eligible, yet I got the last one and for my kid
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      jferdig73
      just had a great night of working on my podcast with my buddy, feels good to be doing something right for a change
      1. quit@porn
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        Wel begun.... Liked that u are out or started to come out of down phase
        Jan 7, 2021
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      jferdig73
      Wow, never underestimate the power of a memory....just saying!
    15. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      every day is a new day... 3 days into the new year and I have already failed
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        Relax,do things u love to do(outing,talk with friends,books,etc) , bring back ur mindset.Positivty attracts positivity.
        Jan 3, 2021
      3. quit@porn
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        every day is a new day. .......dont panic and think what made u fail and strive again
        Jan 4, 2021
    16. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      sometime's it just all feels so hopeless, then I slip or fail, then its more hopeless and so on and on and on....
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        yes there are these phases in life. but, these are not permanent and passes away. but, don't sit idlemy friend try to figure out the reason and what you can do. most imp of all don't lose hope{ same point u are tense about?

        but have faith in something like god, nature, karma, personality etc it helps to keep us hopeful.
        Jan 3, 2021
    17. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      I am not worth doing it for and have no-one else that it matters too. I quit!!
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      2. Holysoldier
        Holysoldier
        You’ve got to quit focusing on the bad and look at the good. You’ve got a son that’s going to need you and a life that you can make something out of.
        Jan 2, 2021
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      3. quit@porn
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        It doesn't matter to anybody else.. Don't do it for other. But truth is it is worth doing... For your own self... It's not easy and that is the beauty. But you will love the feel if u overcome this only for few days... Best of the battle in this world are fought within and self... So don't give up
        Jan 2, 2021
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        Make sure what u r doing is right or wrong, if u conclude it is right, then whatbit may be fight.
        Jan 2, 2021
    18. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      I dont fucking care anymore !! Why bother when you have an empty life.
    19. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      you got neg energy from nofap stress. Try boxing. I had my 2nd lesson tonight and wow, punch a bag for 10 minutes. What a stress release
    20. jferdig73
      jferdig73
      just sat down, done with my day. 13 hours of stuff going on. ok 11 of work, 1 therapy and 1 misc... But its better then being alone with me
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