I need prayer. No P in 6-7 weeks. I have sought activity outside of marriage, instead. It was not satisfying. Now, I am tempted to return to P. But today, I have not. While diciplined to not use P, I sinned. So, as I encourage others, I know myself to be an awful forgiven man. Heart change is desired. Pray my heart would not desire sin. Thx.
I saw JTT, mentions a cold shower. If you have not seen this therapy on SacredSexualityProject . c o m please do. The therapy is not a quick escape from desire. It's training your mind to relax your body. 40 days of success with cold showers, 2ice daily. On Joel Runyon . c o m also.
Congratulations on your promotion to Lost Soul. Your activity on the member wall shows the the large resolve you got in there. May our fire build a shrine around you.
Congratulations for earning rank, Soldier. You are obviously dedicated and earned your place on the list with the others. I can't wait to see what you do next.
