K423

Fapstronaut, Male, 30

Getting all kinds of urges tonight.. I've had a demanding and emotionally draining past couple weeks and I might be looking for a fun break Mar 9, 2019

K423 was last seen:: Dec 15, 2019

1. vxlccm
  Good to see you still trying. Not always easy, but definitely worth it!
  
  May 23, 2019
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2. K423
  Getting all kinds of urges tonight.. I've had a demanding and emotionally draining past couple weeks and I might be looking for a fun break
  
  Mar 9, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    I’m having a hard time too, man. I feel ya.
    
    Mar 9, 2019
    
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3. K423
  Well things went to shit over the weekend and I'm stuck in the early stages of binge-mode. I have no fight left right now..
  
  Feb 19, 2019
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  2. oretna
    You do! Proof: you wrote the above here. Welcome back! You need us, we need you!
    
    Feb 19, 2019
    
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  3. K423
    Thanks @oretna, I needed that. Broke the cycle today and am actually excited to be back at a day of sobriety!
    
    Feb 20, 2019
    
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4. K423
  Been tough all day. I want to both give in and resist so badly. I never hold out long when I reach this point..
  
  Feb 16, 2019
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  2. K423
    It's relenting a little now. But I'm sure it's going to come back hard again tonight or in the days to come
    
    Feb 16, 2019
    
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  3. K423
    Started to edge and try to trigger myself tonight, which really isn't acceptable, but I somehow made it through and am one day closer to 25!
    
    Feb 17, 2019
    
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5. K423
  Getting to that persistent urge stage. Had some sexual dreams last night & woke in the middle of the night with a strong desire to fantasize
  
  Feb 16, 2019
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6. Deleted Account
  Best avatar ever!
  
  Feb 15, 2019
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  2. K423
    Thanks! I think it was a panic button find
    
    Feb 16, 2019
    
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7. K423
  Urges starting to come on strong... just gotta kill off one last assignment tonight then find something good to do!
  
  Feb 15, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    You can push through it, my man. Tomorrow morning you shall stand victorious!
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
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8. K423
  Ended a stressful week quite successfully. Some weird dreams and strong urges and sometimes I wonder if it's still worth it to keep fighting
  
  Feb 15, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    It’s worth it! Congrats.
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
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  3. K423
    I know it is, but a relapse is feeling like less of a big deal, which may make it harder to abstain
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
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  4. K423
    And thanks
    
    Feb 15, 2019
    
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9. K423
  Getting close to three weeks! Probably going to be tough for the rest of the week as I'll be stressing about meeting deadlines at university
  
  Feb 12, 2019
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10. K423
  Started to slip last night. I was at the point of hoping I'd get triggered but not searching for anything online. Getting urges again now..
  
  Feb 10, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Do something else immediately! Don't just sit there stewing...
    
    Feb 10, 2019
    
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  3. K423
    Distracted myself with some homework and standup comedy videos and didn't give in. Feeling urges again this evening- the pull to go back is getting persistent!
    
    Feb 11, 2019
    
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11. K423
  Finding myself in the mood for a self-release. Hopefully posting this for everyone to see will help me avoid giving in tonight
  
  Feb 4, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Lust is never satisfied, my man. So there is no point in feeding it.
    
    Feb 4, 2019
    
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  3. K423
    So true. Attempting to gratify it will get me no where- and I'll just find myself in this same place again in a few days so I need to push through!
    
    Feb 5, 2019
    
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  4. K423
    Update: victory! Now on to tonight's battle
    
    Feb 5, 2019
    
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12. K423
  Some persistent urges today that I let myself consider way too much. Still managed to resist so another victory day for me
  
  Feb 3, 2019
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13. K423
  Feel on the edge of relapsing.. hard to find something to get my mind off it as I'm stressing about completing an assignment due tomorrow
  
  Jan 22, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Go grab a bite to eat. Always works for me.
    
    Jan 22, 2019
    
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  3. Roady
    Make a walk outside. Oxygen relaxes the brain.
    
    Jan 23, 2019
    
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14. K423
  Came awfully close to relapsing last night. Resisted but the urge is still strong today
  
  Jan 22, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Nice work! :)
    
    Jan 22, 2019
    
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15. K423
  Doing terrible lately. I have endless reasons to quit and I know there's nothing of value in P/M, but I just have no fight left in me
  
  Dec 4, 2018
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  2. CTRL + DEL
    Posts like this only set you up for a relapse man. Never acknowledge doubt.
    
    Dec 4, 2018
    
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16. K423
  Been under a lot of pressure to give in for a couple days straight now. I need to hold out! Just one day at a time..
  
  Nov 29, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    .
    @K423 ,
    . keep the faith
    . Matthew 19:12
    
    Nov 29, 2018
    
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17. K423
  Really struggling today. Keep edging.. I need to quit for the day and then start a fresh day tomorrow!
  
  Oct 26, 2018
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  2. Charlesmad
    If you keep tempting yourself it's only become you do not have a strong enaugh goal for yourself
    
    Oct 26, 2018
    
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18. K423
  Addiction is pushing hard to resurface right now..
  
  May 17, 2018
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  2. Αλληγορία Κοσμο
    Burn this beast with fire...lol... Stay strong and keep pushing the limits, day after day ;)
    
    May 17, 2018
19. K423
  10 days! Things are finally starting to feel a little more hopeful again :)
  
  May 15, 2018
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20. K423
  Finally back to 7 days, going for the double digits!
  
  May 12, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Good Luck my friend.. You can do this..
    
    May 12, 2018
  3. K423
    Thanks @MuscularSherlockHolmes, I made it. Good luck to you as well!
    
    May 15, 2018
    
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