K423
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K423

Fapstronaut, Male, 26

Getting all kinds of urges tonight.. I've had a demanding and emotionally draining past couple weeks and I might be looking for a fun break Mar 9, 2019

K423 was last seen:
Mar 24, 2019
    1. K423
      K423
      Still struggling through a low point
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    2. K423
      K423
      Well, there goes my streak. FML
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      2. Milhouse Van Houten
        Milhouse Van Houten
        Aw dude, I almost gave in earlier today, it was the worst temptation I've ever experienced.
        Feb 19, 2018
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      3. K423
        K423
        So glad to hear you didn't give in. Trust me, it's not worth it! I talked to someone today about it and I feel infinitely better now
        Feb 19, 2018
    3. K423
      K423
      Had a revelation today of how my porn addiction is a symptom and not the true problem. Time to address my true problems!
    4. K423
      K423
      Didn't really expect to be here this soon, but I'm really wanting to ask a certain girl out
      1. K423
        K423
        51 days. but my history of porn use still feels to recent.. I guess I need to start living eventually though, why not now?
        Feb 11, 2018
    5. vibemaker
      vibemaker
      What a cool picture :)
      1. K423
        K423
        Thanks man! Courtesy of the panic button ;)
        Feb 11, 2018
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    6. K423
      K423
      Today was hard. I felt so ready and eager to go back to the pursuit of shallow/empty pleasures. Fortunately, with some luck I pulled through
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      2. Nomar
        Nomar
        I’ve felt similar to you the past couple days, kinda apathetic. Today is 51 for me. Keep in mind fruitless pursuits never satisfy!
        Feb 9, 2018
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      3. vxlccm
        vxlccm
        Good job!
        Feb 10, 2018
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      4. K423
        K423
        It's so nice knowing someone can relate to where I'm at. That's so true, any attempt to gratify these desires or use PMO to numb the pain that's surfacing as I'm working through things from my past would end in disaster. There's a proper context to live out my desires and it's time for me to be patient for/ work toward it. Best wishes!
        Feb 10, 2018
    7. K423
      K423
      Getting lots of diamond ring ads on my phone.. is this a sign that I've recovered enough to start dating again? Lol
    8. K423
      K423
      45 days. No major urges. Starting to feel more regret over my past, including my only relationship ~7 years ago.. I did some bad things
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    9. K423
      K423
      Still amazed that I'm actually at 44 days. It feels absolutely amazing and I'm even thinking of dating again but porn still feels too recent
      1. StraightEdge3616
        StraightEdge3616
        Keep it up, awesome job!
        Feb 5, 2018
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      2. K423
        K423
        Thanks! Things aren't always easier, but they're definitely getting better. I'm finally moving in the right direction!
        Feb 5, 2018
    10. K423
      K423
      Having some strong withdrawal. My brain is going crazy trying to get another hit :/
    11. K423
      K423
      Can hardly believe it's been 38 days.. Sadly, I barely feel changed at all. I let my eyes wander way too much in public today. I feel gross
    12. K423
      K423
      This may be day 36 but it's felt like day 1 with the urges I've been having. I must be strong as I both want and need freedom from this!
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    13. K423
      K423
      Want to try a couple new things this week: getting enough sleep every night and finding at least one thing I'm grateful for every day
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    14. K423
      K423
      Feel like an emotional rollercoaster right now.. feeling very alone and undesirable
      1. K423
        K423
        Largely I just think I'm too unattractive and no girl would ever want to date me. I think this is the porn-brain projecting its toxic perspective onto me. I'm really wondering how much more sleep could help with these feelings
        Jan 25, 2018
      2. K423
        K423
        I think this is the void created by going a little over a month without PMO
        Jan 25, 2018
    15. K423
      K423
      Met with my mentor today- super cool guy and excited to help me win this battle against P/M! So good to finally have someone there for me
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    16. K423
      K423
      Tonight I hit a month free of PMO and tomorrow I'm meeting with a mentor to help me in my walk to freedom. I'm actually breaking free!!
    17. K423
      K423
      Trying to focus less on streaks, but nonetheless.. I'm super excited to be at 30 days!! And tomorrow I'll surpass my previous record!
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      2. K423
        K423
        And if I follow through with what I need and truly want, my streak will never be this short again!
        Jan 21, 2018
    18. K423
      K423
      4 weeks! Making more of an effort to socialize/ be open with people. I want to be someone that makes people feel comfortable and encouraged
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    19. K423
      K423
      Day 25 done. It's amazing that this started from a place of complete apathy and now I have such a strong desire to keep going! 25 more!!
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      3. falafu
        falafu
        Good job!
        Jan 17, 2018
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      4. Mri
        Mri
        25 is awesome well done and stay strong.
        Jan 17, 2018
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      5. K423
        K423
        Thanks so much everyone! And it definitely is @2525, haha but I think I like 26 a little better ;)
        Jan 17, 2018
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    20. K423
      K423
      24 days. In a week I will have matched my record and will begin navigating uncharted waters- can't wait to experience what the future holds!
      1. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        Keep on trucking man! I like the uncharted waters analogy. Like a place we haven’t been before, but the thing about uncharted waters is... they don’t stay that way forever. You’ve got this!
        Jan 16, 2018
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      2. K423
        K423
        Thanks man! I'm getting eager to break that record and just keep running forever
        Jan 16, 2018
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    “If I quit now, I will soon be back to where I started. And when I started, I was desperately wishing to be where I am now”