K423
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K423

Fapstronaut, Male, 26

Getting all kinds of urges tonight.. I've had a demanding and emotionally draining past couple weeks and I might be looking for a fun break Mar 9, 2019

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Mar 24, 2019
    1. K423
      K423
      Feeling an urge.. I must have just leveled up! I've made so much progress already and I refuse to throw it away!
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      3. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        now that’s a constructive habit! I haven’t a musical bone in my body. I can hardly tap my foot and chew gum at the same time. Freedom is the ultimate goal!
        Jan 14, 2018
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      4. K423
        K423
        It definitely helps get my mind off things! Hey, if everyone were a musician, who would listen to us? ;)
        Jan 15, 2018
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      5. K423
        K423
        "Freedom is the ultimate goal." I really like that statement. I don't know what it is but it's really standing out to me right now. Thanks!
        Jan 15, 2018
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    2. K423
      K423
      I need to start transitioning from a mindset focused on streaks and fighting addiction to simply living a life that P and M aren't a part of
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      2. AshesRemain
        AshesRemain
        Thats an excellent mindset. I’m sure you will continue to do great! Love the profile pic btw. Good motivation!!
        Jan 14, 2018
      3. K423
        K423
        Thank you! I guess that's the long term goal as today is turning into a bit of a fighting day. And thanks, I think I found that pic through the emergency button!
        Jan 14, 2018
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    3. K423
      K423
      I used to be so hopeless, but now I'm really looking forward to what the future has in store as I continue to break free from P/M!
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      2. K423
        K423
        21 days.. longest I've gone since Spring, and once I pass 31 days it'll be the longest I've gone in years- and I'm just getting started!
        Jan 13, 2018
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    4. K423
      K423
      Finally opened up in-person to someone today. Very hard but very freeing. Now getting setup with a mentor. This addiction will die!
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      2. K423
        K423
        Now I'm sort of wondering who else to talk to about this.. I'm figuring the more open I am the better my odds are of finally being free!
        Jan 12, 2018
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      3. Castielle
        Castielle
        I think that's probably true. Extra accountability is definitely going to be helpful. Not everyone will be understanding, though, so you have to make sure you're prepared for that possibility.
        Jan 12, 2018
      4. K423
        K423
        That's a good point. I definitely won't go around telling everyone, maybe just a another person or two whom I trust greatly. The last thing I need right now is someone shaming me.. I have enough of that already
        Jan 12, 2018
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    5. K423
      K423
      Almost at 19 days and doing well! No reason to go back!
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Well done buddy
        Jan 10, 2018
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      2. K423
        K423
        Thanks man, I hope things are going well for you!
        Jan 10, 2018
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    6. K423
      K423
      Feelings of loneliness starting to hit.. at least this means I can feel things again. I need to work through this, not numb myself via PMO
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      3. Roady
        Roady
        It's more: accepting your current life, and then, step by step, make some changes every day. And don't forget: fill your brain with wisdom and good stuff.
        Jan 8, 2018
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      4. K423
        K423
        @2wolves, it definitely will be! And that's so true @Roady. The feelings are an indicator of who and where I am; I need to accept it, own it and start making a plan of simple steps that will bring me ti where I want and need to be
        Jan 8, 2018
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      5. K423
        K423
        Also, the loneliness was much better today. I was on a church retreat this weekend surrounded by people, so it was a little hard to adjust back to being by myself
        Jan 8, 2018
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    7. K423
      K423
      No image on a screen can ever compare to the affectionate touch of our significant other.
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      3. K423
        K423
        Thanks- I just wish I had that significant other.. :P
        Jan 4, 2018
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      4. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Keep working it. Remember that sign on your car mirror, "objects in mirror may be closer than they appear". So is your future. OK, stop looking in the rear mirror, look out the windshield.
        Jan 4, 2018
      5. K423
        K423
        Haha yeah sometimes dating feels like a hopeless cause, but who knows, maybe I'm closer to it than I realize. Either way, I need to quit this habit
        Jan 6, 2018
    8. K423
      K423
      Something I want to ask myself whenever I'm about to do something questionable: "How would I feel about telling my girlfriend about this?"
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    9. K423
      K423
      The more i realize how hard quitting is, the more apparent is the hold that my addiction has on me. I hope I can beat it... I know I need to
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    10. K423
      K423
      There are so many awesome people on this forum, all attesting to the harm done by porn. It offers no benefits and only brings destruction
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        example; you
        Jan 2, 2018
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    11. K423
      K423
      Why is avoiding PMO so easy right now? I'm getting nervous that I'm about to be bombarded with unbearable urges..
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    12. K423
      K423
      I want to stop telling myself "she'd never be interested in me" and instead start asking "is she good enough for me?"
    13. K423
      K423
      The harder it is to quit, the more urgent becomes our need to quit
    14. K423
      K423
      I like my life more when porn isn't a part of it
    15. K423
      K423
      Anticipating some strong urges today.. reminding myself that i dont even enjoy porn or fapping
      1. StraightEdge3616
        StraightEdge3616
        Stay strong, you got this.
        Dec 28, 2017
      2. Roady
        Roady
        Well done, let's use the brain to achieve our goals.
        Dec 28, 2017
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      3. K423
        K423
        Thanks guys. The last time I fapped I had started looking at pics online- not porn, but the precursor stuff- I made myself stop and I jerked off without any pictures. It was so boring, I just wanted it to be over. It was another eye-opener to the role porn has played in my sexuality and I really want to be done with it and to discover my true, natural sexuality
        Dec 28, 2017
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    16. K423
      K423
      Goals for my 26th birthday: 1 be porn free, 2 have a girlfriend, 3 better study habits
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      2. K423
        K423
        Oh yeah and 4 get my 6-pack back
        Dec 28, 2017
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      3. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        great and attainable goals
        Dec 28, 2017
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      4. K423
        K423
        Thanks, and even if 2 and 4 don't happen I'll still be much closer to who I want to be!
        Dec 29, 2017
    17. K423
      K423
      How can I even consider giving in now when I know I still have such a long recovery ahead of me?
    18. K423
      K423
      "Your future is created by what you do today, not tomorrow." Great words, thanks @Mike Bonanno!!
    19. K423
      K423
      I've been realizing that this fight never gets easier. It'll be no easier to quit porn one year from now than it is currently- it's time now
    20. K423
      K423
      Feels like I've run out of motivation. I know I need to quit and deep down I want to, but I have no will power anymore..
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      2. Roady
        Roady
        Ask God for help. Or call somebody :)
        Dec 23, 2017
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    “If I quit now, I will soon be back to where I started. And when I started, I was desperately wishing to be where I am now”