KevR24

If you’re reading this, take a deep breath and know that I want your success as badly as my own.

I can’t go back. I almost slipped today and I was so sickened by myself. I don’t want to hate myself anymore.

I’m really questioning how worth it all of this is.

And 18 bled into 19.

Feel dead below the belt. Hate this. Day 18 a couple hours away.

I think the scariest thing about it is that I don’t know feel like I even know myself. I’m afraid to open the that which I do not know.

Trying not to beat myself up today. Keep moving forward.

Today feels like a day I could slip up. I’m posting here to speak that into the world and declare that I WILL NOT. Stay strong everyone.

Stay away from the Sirens call! Have a clean Wednesday everyone.

One foot in front of the other, every single day.

I’m very appreciative of the support of this group. It helped me live through a clean day yesterday! Here’s to another.

Really lonely today. Searching for motivation.

Really lonely feeling this morning. Looking for motivation

I stayed up too late yesterday, zero suspect activity, but still need to get to bed earlier. Lets make the most out of today, everyone.

I want better for myself than this, even if I can’t paint the picture of what that is. I know there is better.

In bed at a reasonable time. Here’s to a great week.

Starting from a rock bottom today. No energy and all regret. Looking to turn the tide little by little each day.

I WILL NOT cave today.

36 hours until 36 days, which will be my longest streak ever. Can I make it?

I feel myself slipping. Not sure I have much longer on this streak.