Recent Content by Leonflado

Day zero after a good few weeks again. No more excuses now. My number one life goal is to never even think of masturbating or fantasizing about...

Day 7 or 8. I decided I'm gonna stop posting here. I just got a full time job which is a huge step forward for me and I'm too busy with my life in...

Day 6 and my fourth day in my new Job. I am struggling a bit but it is good to have a reason to get up in the morning and hopefully I will get...

Day 1 Check in I really do not want to relapse ever again. Relapsing destroys my relationships and my reward circuit. Every relapse is a huge...

Alright, I just let myself down yet another time. Relapse. And just like with the last 3 relapses I am drunk and sleep deprived. So this is it, no...

Day 13, had a hard time abstaining today as I was up late yesterday evening and layed in bed the whole day, but did manage to bring my thoughts...

11 days I think, taking it day by day. Starting to feel the benefits again especially eye contact etc. Every day is a fight I must win.

checkin' 1 week or so

checkin, 5 days now or so. I feel like when I have a good streak going I tend to feel safe which then leads to me slipping up. So from now...

checkin'

day 1 again Mistake that led to relapse: Being awake for too long and really drunk. Felt too safe and forgot my goals. Gotta remember I'm a...

Thank you your message already helped me more than you think I smile and hope you have a great day tomorrow, make it the best you can

Hi everyone, please don't read if you're depressed Tonight I drank too much alcohol. And it was with friends so I was really motivated at the...

Day 17

Well done mate, keep it going. Here's to the next month! Day 17, occasional urges and hungover but pushing through. I sometimes still get...