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ikr @Anubis Rises? How did I get here?? It feels like hardly any time has passed.

Thanks @Strawberries. I see you're at 123 days right now yourself. How does it feel??

i find the best places to be are the places we never expected or intended to end up at

yeah :) pleasant surprises are the best

My struggle has been a relatively long flatline that brings with it some unwanted symptoms such as anxiety, brain fog, fatigue etc.

Eventually, these things will pass :)

Yeah, I hear you on that one. Do you do anything else besides practicing abstinence to improve your life?

Sorry for the late reply, i must have missed this one!

Yes i do my best to try everything i can to speed up recovery. exercise, meditation (twice a day), eating well, reading and staying off screens all help a little bit

Yeah. Living in hatred for a long time makes me can't believe the good, i can't believe in anyone, in good people, a really few good one that i equate them to the superficial ones crossing my life. So i act just like they're just like the others and that somehow makes them hurt.

It takes us time and experiences, good times and bad times together to really identify anyone as a good or bad person for us. Sorting people is that hard.

Come to this point where i am myself, but a lot of bad memories stays, they never go anywhere and that's make who i am today. So i dismiss not just bad people, but also good ones cause i never and couldn't trust anyone again. Just a sad truth but some talks between people can partly solve it.

I'm happy that something I learned was of benefit to you :)

Yeah! It makes it easier when we can know that the storm is part of the process. All the best to you @HeartCenter

Feeling that "storm" a lot today and this online interaction is really helping me put it into perspective. Be well, friend.

You too, Heart. May your hands learn the skill to sail through this turbulence with confidence and peace.

Move! Get out the way!!

And, that's because I'm looking into the past or in the mirror instead of at the bridge into my future.

It's all there, all we need is to use the proper lens to realize it. It's kinda wishful thinking too. But, on the whole, it's a good thing to live by, compared to the other way around. I am not totally convinced though.

I think you found the thread, just in a different way.

Any kid can look at a seashell and see just a seashell, but to see through the seashell and see the sea, then past those things into themselves and what that means.

We may be little beings with very limited knowledge, but we can wonder and imagine because we are filled with life.

"Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited, whereas imagination embraces the entire world, stimulating progress, giving birth to evolution." — Einstein

Beauty inspires imagination :)

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Yeah! Me too. My life is coming more into order now. It's easier to get things done :)

I am so happy for you my friend! I truly am! c: Does that mean that you may look into having a cabin to live as the next part of your life coming into order? o:

For now, it means that I am still finding my way.

I think a fault of mine is that I get too fixated on what should be and miss what is. I've wondered if I had made mistakes this past year because I was not at peace and that may have affected how I saw everything.

I am proud of you for being where you are today. You deserve to be happy. You have a grateful and beautiful heart with extra magic. Wishing you nothing but the best in your journey. I hope today is a lovely one sweetheart.

Your encouragement is always appreciated, so much. Thank you Sir Swordsman :)

I cherish every single moment that I get to spend with you Letter. Thank you :)

Here's a warm hug to a friend who has given me every reason to smile

That's a good story. Awesome stuff Hal :)

Thank you. I’d say i’m more open and confident, not inferiority anymore like i was before NF. But I don’t wanna be an extrovert while i lose my nature, an introvert, who can empathize, who can feel every smallest details.

+1 from my side

I am so sorry for what I am going to do.... Sorry for intruding this conversation in this way...

Omegadot???? C'mon letter!!! It's Omegaperiod!!!! xD

*Left the conversation*

(*Whisper* I am so glad this doesn't affect you anymore, my friend letter :D)

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Thanks, I can do this.

Amen!

Aye, we all can :)

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