I tried for long time. I don't have enough energy to do it. I'm close to doing smth stupid. Nothing makes sense. I wish for better days.
I'm back here after 130. GF broke with me, new job in 2 weeks. Kinda stressful but need NoFap once again to beat my problems. Wish me luck.
Had sex yesterday. Need to calm myself off. I have this feeling I want to live fully without regrets. I love it!
Just had ingrown nail surgery. Grounded for 2 days when there's beautiful weather. Can't even walk. Wish me luck!
Libido will return it may take some..time.its difficult for me to enjoy life.have multiple issues like depression,anxiety,narsissism.bipolar...I donot know how long I can carry on like this ...
@Ctrl+Shift+N Yeah. Just checked it. For a week or so. Started when I first time in month had sex... @enigmaaa Surely this will disappear, but I don't want to have it for WEEKS, not talking about even months... Try to read some books about socializing - this helped me a lot. Narcissism is good when you have a little confidence from it.
Bro , here everyone is fighting their every day.even fails,we should never regret,but only to move forward..
I should say leaving this site for today. I got really emotional. I hate it. Thanks for support. Will fight on.
@Dr. King Schultz Yeah, actually it's quite cool to come here and talk positive, when there's so much negative thinking between people these days.
Hello enigma. Acutally I fell binge into this. Changed job, much stress on start and I couldn't do much about it. Going back to fight it once more. This coming week should be easier. I will do it. Writing here helps me. Thank you for your concern. How are you doing?
Hello. Pretty bad, but I'm trying and trying. Hope you don't lose it. Because I do this for a long time, all these "superpowers" are still here and do not disappear even after relapse. I'm still aware that if I continue to relapse, they will start to fade and eventually disappear. This year I made 11 days, that were my best. Still I want to get rid that for good.
Trying hard mode..with yoga..for once...there are 4 broad types of yoga..do one that suits your temperament..it's impossible to transmute..without some form of Transmution of energy..or do intense workout..or follow some intense passion...
