Don't worry buddy. For years of having this in your life it won't be easy to overcome. Heck. I've had a miserable August fapping just about everyday. But you just need the mindset that you will overcome it. Look at all the trouble it is causing you.
Take that and show the anger not at yourself, but at pmo. Once you form a hatred for it you will be able to overcome it. I wish you all the best and you have everything going right with the k9 blocker. It was not your fault the site was unblocked.
Thanks. Will use it anger on PMO. K9 is good, but iritating when you need to use some site and it's blocked (when it shouldn't). 2 years of setting it made me trying new things to look for porn hahah. But it's hard to find porn with K9 :) All the best cl5k12!
Why do you do this? Why are you here? It is good to doubt, try things out, have second thoughts, differ in opinion. But what is the core you are sure about? What do you want to change no matter what? Often we have to justify our intends before ourselves. Make it clear to yourself. hope this is of help to you anyway: good luck on your journey :)