melancholy king

Oh shit. I am sorry to hear that. I bet you feel awful. Well feeling like crap is what you will have to bear in mind next time you want to relapse. Remembering how bad you felt, will help you walk out of occasion of relapse. Do not give up. You can do it. Today is my 30 day streak and I feel good. I don't want to feel like you are feeling like that now. Good luck

relapsed last night... not good. I'm going to start trying things differently so hope I'll do better. Plus I love this avatar! fits me well.

made it to day 7!

Made a new counter, hope it inspires me to be more "conservative" and stay away from porn

feeling really happy right now, been struggling with (watching) porn, but I'm confident that I will survive.

been feeling great lately, I'm starting to view myself as more of a leader, I feel in charge of my life and that's wonderful. Day 100 or so.