MeTP
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MeTP

Fapstronaut, Male, 34

There is no better resource in the world than thirsty men. May 31, 2021

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    1. MeTP
      MeTP
      There is no better resource in the world than thirsty men.
    2. MeTP
      MeTP
      Porn is kind of manipulation based on excitement and needs. Hijacking your subconscious mind like 'Trojan horse'. Its why you are hooked.
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    3. MeTP
      MeTP
      How was my first experience of porn video (on VHS) in life? I was disgusted and nearly puked.
      1. MeTP
        MeTP
        Porn is attractive because we trained our minds to see it attractive. Its only behavior to see it such way.
        May 28, 2021
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      2. MeTP
        MeTP
        Same was with first cigarette and shot of vodka - pure disgust.
        May 28, 2021
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      3. Abzu
        Abzu
        well back in aug 2007 my first real porn it was some oral a guy giving to her teacher i hated normal sex only licking off girls for my first year of porn i didn't knew what happening and discovered it accidentally
        May 28, 2021
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    4. MeTP
      MeTP
      During reboot I felt that p* users and p*stars are equally broke - side of the screen is the only difference. Then I felt compassion to them
      1. MeTP
        MeTP
        ... and compassion to myself and other fapstronauts.
        Apr 12, 2021
    5. MeTP
      MeTP
      Unexpressed (sexual) instinct will come around as depression or frustration. Create healthy expression - instinct awaits for activity.
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      2. swordmaster
        swordmaster
        Very hard to do in the days we're living in. For some people including me, impossible also.
        Apr 4, 2021
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      3. MeTP
        MeTP
        I hope you will get better soon. Good luck !
        Apr 4, 2021
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    6. MeTP
      MeTP
      Rebooting is like sailing stormy seas in the night. In this, your belief in success is your lighthouse, guiding you.
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    7. shren-san
      shren-san
      you really know your stuff, i am currently in my most successful streak, i have learnt things by trial and error for about a year now, and my experience almost sounds similar to yours, i like your posts, i wish great success for you
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      2. MeTP
        MeTP
        Thank you, I wish you the same !
        Feb 7, 2021
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    8. MeTP
      MeTP
      Your soul is bigger than addiction. Keep rebooting and brighter days will come !
    9. MeTP
      MeTP
      Stay strong warriors and warrioressess, don't self-rape yourself with PMO! Have a good day !
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    10. MeTP
      MeTP
      Have a nice day, full of meaning and joy everybody!
      1. Rosamund
        Rosamund
        You too, Sir :)
        Jan 5, 2021
    11. goodnice 2.0
      goodnice 2.0
      wow dude I read your story. You are awesome, im so happy for you. Your story sounds a lot like mine. <3
    12. vxlccm
      vxlccm
      Glad to see you're going strong!
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    13. Fabster007
      Fabster007
      Can u name some of the books you read - i had drastic adolescent times - had anxiety - ocd - emotional stuff that destroyed the confidence- which books would do wonders for me- i have read THE SECRET and believe it
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      2. MeTP
        MeTP
        I will create more posts about details of my reboot, books will be included ;)
        Dec 23, 2017
      3. Fabster007
        Fabster007
        @MeTP - tag when u add the books
        Dec 23, 2017
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    14. vxlccm
      vxlccm
      Belated happy birthday! Sounds like you had some good times :)
      1. MeTP
        MeTP
        Thank you !
        Nov 23, 2017
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    15. Third_Eye
      Third_Eye
      I love to love all good-hearted human beings too :)
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      2. MeTP
        MeTP
        :)
        Nov 10, 2017
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    16. vxlccm
      vxlccm
      So glad you're finding success. Keep it up! It's definitely very worth it - integrity is priceless.
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    17. MeTP
      MeTP
      Remember that every storm is temporary and it's always the sun that is shining after !
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      2. MLMVSS
        MLMVSS
        There's another way to view it too: the weather and the climate.

        Weather-wise, storms suck and a warm sun is great.

        Climate-wise, constant storms leads to a lush rainforest, while a constant warm sun leads to a barren desert.

        This challenge, though sucky in the short term, can make you such a better person than you were beforehand!
        Oct 4, 2017
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      3. MeTP
        MeTP
        Surely !
        Oct 4, 2017
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    18. MeTP
      MeTP
      Everytime you fail it's your mind uncovering his tricks. Those tricks are not infinite and you can use them wisely in this battle.
    19. MeTP
      MeTP
      Keep rebooting no matter how lost or sad you feel. Those means you are healing.
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      2. Stulcifer
        Stulcifer
        Great way to look at it. Heaven is on the other side of hell.
        Sep 26, 2017
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    20. MeTP
      MeTP
      I would rather die than betray myself with PMO ! THIS IS SPARTA !!
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    Life avoidance in the mean of seeking instant comfort (gratification) over long term satisfaction from whatever possible situation.
    Distorted response to stress. Strengthened by many repetitions. Strength of sabotaging pattern is strength of repetition, not strength at all. It's showing the power of repetitions to be build, that will serve. Power of repeated activity. Nothing more. This is how subconscious is made for. Its great resource, but used unawarenessly can cause harm. By itself its neutral. By stress it's showing incongruence of learned pattern to actual situation. Subconscious is constantly scanning environment, without our conscious effort, to compare and detect congruence and differences to and from learned patterns. And automatically direct to learned way, to expected predictable result. Quality of result doesn't matter - what matter is repetition of pattern at any cost. Subconscious is strong as mule but totally predictable and not so intelligent. Have you ever been taught to ride bicycle until the point that you ride by itself ? This is way how subconscious is working. This is example of repetitive power of activity taught into subconscious mind.
    (From my diary)