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    Having a crush while trying to break this addiction is so difficult cause I know I can't ask her out until I get at least a bit better so everytime I relapse it feels like I'm choosing porn over her which just kills me inside.
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    milkenjoyer
    I'm gonna allow myself to ask her on a date if I can break my previous streak of 38 days. My IG account which had a lot of triggering has been deleted and I'm also locked out of it so I can't recover it. That was the one I kept peeking at which caused this relapse so hopefully I can go longer this time.
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    Nah dont wait that long bro, wouldnt you rather try to make a connection with somebody in those 38 days? Then u would think about porn less. U have the right too to live a little
    BranchingOut
    BranchingOut
    And if anything u could keep urself open to love with other people too, dont put ur eggs in one basket as well
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    Is anyone online right now??
    vxlccm
    vxlccm
    Yeah, but there's not a great feed where status posts show up like an oldchatroom might. Hang in there. "Fail better"... which around here means even if you're going to fail, just cut down on the number of hours indulging. Stretch out the clean days. You're on the right track.
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    milkenjoyer
    Yeah I've overall been masturbating and looking at porn much less than I used to but conversely when I do relapse I've started going into more extreme genres and stuff to try to "get the most out of it" I think this is a common pattern in addiction but it makes me feel like I'm getting worse in some ways.
    vxlccm
    vxlccm
    It is a pattern that some of us have gotten into, tbh. You can improve on it. The brain doesn't really want the "real you" in control. Dumb bio machinery just wants excuses to get the dopamine hits. I like that you're seeing those things and can make a plan for becoming better :)
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    I made it 14 days but I just relapsed hard again for 6 hours. Does anyone elses addiction turn into them sex chatting and roleplaying with others. It's really disturbing me and it what I go back to every time I relapse I hate it so much I hate myself
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