Mjdjan

Binged, relapsed, PMO lately! I usually turn to this as some kind of reward

Another day, another relapse. I was doing so well.. Time to get better. Disgraceful lately. I hope it gets easier

Lots going on lately, feeling lost and weak and empty. Shameful I caved in and PMO. Completely lost control. Apologies to all. I go again x

Feeling disgusted. This morning I MO whilst watching a findom video. I guess I’ll just have to start from 0 again... I feel shame

Evil findom lady is in my head big time today! Properly been struggling all day but I’ve resisted her! I’ve not given in. Cold showers

Rough day, I didn’t give in but I felt it. I hate this lady I used to follow. She’s attractive but no good for me. Today I won, I think!

Feel I’m over my first hurdle(thanks to the support) the urges went. Focused, time with my son, cold showers and exercise. 1-0 to me I guess

Getting the urge, 8 days in. I’m going to try and meditate and cold shower.. I have free time this is part of the problem

Struggling today!