Monk85

Monk85

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  • Monk85
    I find this time rather shitty and for some reason my wife isn't having sex with me and it's making me more bitter and pissy
    Monk85
    I guess the best way to describe the reboot is it feels like the sex drive has been removed from me on some days.
    AntiqueRevolverGuy
    AntiqueRevolverGuy
    Yeah, it's one of the stages. You instead admire women's true beauty and not their sexiness.
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    Monk85
    I'm 66 days into my reboot, still been experiencing PIED, not all the time, but some times. it sucks.
    Monk85
    Today marks the 45 day mark of my reboot, I observed my activity and during this time I have only viewed porn twice.
    jeffersondavepinoy
    jeffersondavepinoy
    Dont do that bro it can be cause of relapse
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    Monk85
    Monk85
    Oh I know, I just had a lapse in judgement for a moment, I am trying to stay away from porn at all costs now. I never thought ever in my life that I would have this problem with porn addiction, I always thought ''oh I can quit looking anytime I want'' I never thought it would get this bad.
    Monk85
    Okay, I didn't want to show my face in NoFap until I made some headway, and I Did, I quit the porn and I have not viewed porn in 32 days
    Monk85
    It's been pretty hellish this past month but I think I have made a small record for myself, 8 days with no porn
    Monk85
    ugh, caught myself in the middle of trying to pmo but when I was realized what I was doing I stopped
    Monk85
    I am having an issue here, my college health class promotes masturbation, but I am trying to quit, I was right about this society.
    Monk85
    I messed up today, I relapsed, now I am unhappy, I felt like I was getting on such a good level field with it. I am not giving up though.
    Monk85
    I am being hit with a PMO urge RIGHT NOW, I found something arousing that was porn related, and my wife can't have sex right now.
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    BeachDude1992
    you can use K9 Web Protection for porn filter, when it asks for a password, ask your wife to put on the password and tell her to never tell you the password. (or a friend)...It really helps! It helped me break my porn habit (50+ days without porn)
    Icyweb
    Icyweb
    I know this is a whole day later, but when this happens again, don't just sit around, get up and go do something. It's harder to relapse if you're involved in something else, especially with other people or if it's physical.
    Monk85
    Monk85
    @Beachdude, the way things are going for now, it is being considered, I fucked up today and relapsed and I'm not very happy with myself right now. @Icyweb, I have been doing more as I go along and seeing I relapsed today, I think I need to get involved in more things.
    Monk85
    Okay, I have been messing up,but some things have improved, I can actually keep track of when and how much porn I looked at.
    Monk85
    Feeling like a complete and utter failure, I tried to quit porn on the 27th but gave in this morning, I feel hopeless right now
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    JoeinUSA
    JoeinUSA
    Indeed, man, we are all with you. Keep trying like we all do.
    Headspace
    Headspace
    Take that hopelessness, bathe in it, remember it. Then try to stop PMO a further time and, when you're about to do it, think about how it will make you feel after the dopamine rush is over.
    Monk85
    Monk85
    Thank you guys, I am with you all too, I know together we can win this one, I am not doing so great now, but I am still trying, it's only been two days since I've pmo-ed. I know I can't do this without you all!
    Monk85
    Two days and no porn, I don't experience to big of a difference just yet except I feel the urge to M more and my sex drive seems pretty high
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    Kenji
    Keep going..
    Monk85
    Okay I did better, I got up and went to work and didn't go to porn, there's one day without it, 44 more to go, then onto no M for 45days
    Monk85
    I know today I screwed up by PMOing when I got up and not thinking, I guess being a creature of habit I need to change my habits.
    Monk85
    The midwest can keep their ''fun'' crap about masturbation and porn, I can't build a solid foundation on conjecture and half truths
    headedup
    headedup
    What do you mean by your post? It sounds interesting. Tag me if you want a response from me.
    Monk85
    Monk85
    Sorry about the late response headedup, what I mean is the psychologists,colleges are teaching all this crap about how masturbation and porn is okay and some kind of healthy sexual expression and even goes as far as try to make it sound more fun or meaningful than it really is, and their information is not solid and only consists of conjecture and half truths that can be easily de-bunked
    Monk85
    I see the rebooting and re-educating ones self is not a walk in the park and not easy, I believe quitting smoking was easier for me!
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