Motiv3

Love ya and I haven't even read it yet.

Make the best out of it!

And playing video games is another escape from life. Which many people do. They try to stop watching porn, so most of the free time they play video games.

Yes it can be, I left PMO and started smoke weed everyday, I became needy, and desperate, this actions pulled her away, I don't know what the fuck happend, a need of satisfaction maybe made this... Anyway I will start to reduce my videogames time and will cut drugs atm

Remember buddy. Maybe it can be really hard if you reduce those things. But you will get better. You will improve your mindset, your life. Believe in yourself. If you want, check my journal where I share thoughts on my successful way I have.

In my opinion, streaming is a waste of time. Of course you can make money by streaming but at what cost? You can't do that forever. Learn something useful to be able to make money forever.

Yes I think of it but videogames are my passion too. I play since kid i'm pretty good in LoL. Then there is music... But I started learning 1 year ago Ive grow up a lot but I don't feel I sound profesional

I used to be a fortine addict. Now, I can see the way how those game developer make you an addict to their games just for money. Some video games are good to play but not for many hours. Games won't give you anything especial in life.

I won't . Blocking is a weak sign I gotta be strong and stop talking to her. I'm so dumb I just thought I could get her back. She replies fast and teases me. Also played Games by telling me 'you don't got no attributes' (after saying I'm patient person) I just laughed and called her funny she stayed teasing. But still I fucked it

Oh I also asked her how she was and she ignored it. Also did not ask about my life. We just teased each other...

If you wanna be strong, Install what's app ...Like nothing ever happened. Ignore her!

I ask because, first, my ex use to tell me via text 'oh, you high?' like, she knew because the way I was texting, means I text different way when Im high.
And yesterday I called a friend and he did not recognize my voice (I was high) so this means I speak different when I'm high. lol wut?

Well, being high can alter how you act a little..so ya its normal..
maybe ask if its a negative to your friends

Good advice thanks you!

I Will when I arrive home. Thanks for your words and support. I wish the same for you! I Will let her do the contact work and meanwhile Focus on myself you are right she has to chase. Again, thanks!

And she got to be consistent. If she looses interest, if you didn't make huge mistakes, she was not the right choice. Rap hard , I am off.

Oh thats why my ex left me. I started pursuing her (she was the one doing it for 5 years) and suddenly she left me haha. Any advices on this? I'm working on myself and not contacting her. Plus I dissapeared from Social media so she knows nothing about me

Just do you. If she comes back okay. but keep her on a leash if it happens. She is with others for sure. I am in a same position and try to look on it more chilling. I know what she looses in me. I know how burned you are. Just breathe and go day by day being you. Don't initiate contact. Is her duty!

Great to now you’re working out. And also girls hitting on you. That’s progress in NoFap... I guess.
Stay focused. If u really like her.. ask her out for a coffee date. You got this. Good luck.

Thanks for your answers! Yes it's a NoFap sign def, this not happen to me back then fapping (1,2 times a week) also went to buy clothes, and people there noticed me, a girl told me 'you got style' (lol, wat?) when I was trying a cloth looking myself in the mirror.

Back to the post, I don't know like, what to tell her, I mean, she came, smiled me, and asked in a shy way 'you done using this one?', so I smiled back and told her 'yes, yo can use it' without even moving my body (I was lying down a machine and keep me that way). I mean I could have tell her something there, I don't know what to say to her to start a conversation lol I'm so dumb fck sorry