Motiv3

I understand. I played videogames my entire life. I'm pretty good playing League of Legends thats why I want to be a streamer.

I practice a lot rapping and Ive seen that I'm better but yes I don't seem to find hit songs...

It seems good to follow your passions in a way. Though you will never be respected as a streamer ? Have you told about that? Like... When they ask your gf what you are doing for a living, she got to tell... my boy is doing streams about LOL.

I'm lost, I'm drowning in a glass of water with my life atm.

Yap, I agree. But none emotion is none selling.

Search for Durk- Deep End for example. Say what you think. For me that is example of sad rapping.

let the music take control. say what comes

What did you do to her

She told me I hurted her feelings and also she wanted me to call her my girlfriend (we we're FWB for 5 years) but It was like a couple relationship just needed title...

I lost hopes of her coming back and seems I can't do no more shit.. I just Made my part

I feel thats an excuse I became kinda needy because I wanted to see her and she repeteadly said I'm busy... Excuse from her

Yes thats true.

Mentality > Body aspect

advice from stoney mon, just stay quiet with a smile and dance close to them, if they're receptive they'll keep dancing with you and rub on ya then you might buy them a drink or atleast get yourself another and keep dancin
ask her name later between songs

I actually try to induce those sometimes, or atleast hope for them, lol nothing wrong with the dreams man.

it's all good just gotta keep on mvin brotha. the memories will fade

It's pretty hard whne you in love, and after 5 years of an EXCELLENT relationship... I mean it's our first fight

okay, I can understand it's going to take awhile and a fat bag or three of smoke to get over this one and maybe you don't want to. that's kool too she might come back?

good work amigo, that's a great sign you've started to rewire your brain under the surface.

Thanks you guys for your support! We can do this, we can control this addiction!

im with you all the way brothay!
burn one for stoney mon

Lol, wait, what? haha there are some strains pretty dope, yes. I smoked amnesia and that shit really makes you forget everything lol. Like I went back home 6 times because I would keep forgeting things dammmmnn

lmao

Yay! Im waiting for mine to quit the water (I don't know how it's called lol).

the process after you cut the queens haha

what kind rap you do? fast, slow,smooth, or mumble it up

I can rap in all those flows, but I can't find my style, I don't know which is, what should I write about

Nice! Enjoy.

Good to hear that!

Yes, we can! :)

maybe you want be the inspiration for others

I am a man that makes a lot of mistakes, in order to get experience and try to learn about those mistakes to start making good decisions. So yes, maybe one day I will inspire someone... who knows? Maybe my music should be about that... inspiration

Look more like "motivE" with the E inverted.

You are looking for the money right? What would people be investing in? I was kidding about the perpetual motion machine. And I'm not an investor.

Oh yes I need money to do my life haha. Thats a great question i'm trying to figure out

For what?

Yes right sometimes people eat more when sad. Not my case friday I just ate 1 fish in the whole day pretty insane usually after gym I eat all the freezer hahaha

Lol. That's insane! One fish the whole day? Man. I don't think I'd survive the day.

I would not either haha felt so wierd now eat urges are coming back to normal

both... I'm just trying to relax and think about something that makes me happy

See a psychologist later on. No one is going to force you to go. I have cried in my sessions because of the pain I was in.

This extreme depression might be part of the withdrawals. And relapsing will only make this worse.