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Fapstronaut, Male, from Germany
Greatness from small beginnings! May 31, 2019
- NathanDrake was last seen:
- Aug 6, 2019
I'm a 21 year old student from Germany and since I discovered porn about 9 years ago, I have been consuming it almost daily, sometimes multiple times a day.
It got to the point where I left the room (for example class or hanging out with my friends) to go to the restroom and quickly masturbate and ejaculate while watching stuff on my phone.
I realised that this is not healthy in any way and that I got addicted. Easy quitting was not working, so as a first step, instead of masturbating and trying to cum as fast as I can, I trained my stamina. Masturbating without an orgasm.
But this method got me to the point of watching porn for several hours, always focussing on not to ejaculate, which stole lot of my time.
So now I'm struggling with myself because I want to reduce and in a longterm quit watching porn.
I'm very happy and lucky that I have a wonderful and supportive girlfriend. We are together now for over a year.
Our sex is great and I don't have any big problems caused by my porn addiction, besides needing much time in order to ejaculate and sometimes not feeling her so intense because of my overused Death Grip.
She is the main reason why I'm here on nofap because I feel like it is unhealthy, that we have such a good relationship and sex, but I'm still longing for porn.
I also smoked a lot of pot and cigarettes over the past 5 years, so you could say addictions grab me quite easily, but fortunately I'm clean now since more than 40 days and counting!
I hope NoFap will help me overcome my struggle and I'm very much looking forward to progressive discussions, chats and support in every way.