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Apr 11, 1985 (Age: 35)

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Fapstronaut, Male, 35

Feeling much more confident; my current and last streak have been longest yet. I know I still have some work to do. Dec 3, 2017

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    1. Robbiebob
      Power to you my friend & keep on the straight and narrow... Rob
    2. Robbiebob
      Hay fella... How's things? Hope your okay & doing fine... Rob
    3. NewManV
      Feeling much more confident; my current and last streak have been longest yet. I know I still have some work to do.
      1. Robbiebob, 2525 and ChoosingToWar like this.
      2. ChoosingToWar
        Congrats on your longest streak, and good luck to you with the rest of your journey! :)
        Dec 3, 2017
        Robbiebob, NewManV and 2525 like this.
    4. NewManV
      Trying to find the spirit to keep fighting on. After yet another relapse, it's hard to remember the progress that should outweigh the bad.
      1. Robbiebob and MLMVSS like this.
    5. NewManV
      1st relapse, pretty annoyed but not giving up. Looking for an accountability partner if anyone's interested.
      1. ShiningMoon88 and 2525 like this.
      2. HippyMinstrel
        What happened? What was your trigger? Any idea on how you could avoid that in the future?
        Sep 27, 2017
    6. NewManV
      I'm a week in, and this is pretty tough. Have been resisting PMO; the hardest part is resisting edging and testing myself.
      1. 2525 and LEPAGE like this.
    7. NewManV
      Brand new Fapstronaut, and ready to improve my life.
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    Apr 11, 1985 (Age: 35)
    I was a regular porn user since I was a teen, but went overboard with porn since my divorce 3 years ago. Once I attempted to date again, I ran into some ED issues (not sure if it was more performance anxiety or PIED based). It wasn't severe or all the time, but it still gave me a scare. I have tried to stop PMO, but it has been tough. At least in the last year I have reduced in considerably.

    I have had a couple relationships since then, and after a couple failed attempts in each, I was able to get back into the swing of things. Still the fear has been continuously in my mind (still that performance anxiety), and occasionally I’ll have a bad night. Erections have good days and bad, and that makes using a condom tougher in a new relationship. I've tried to stop PMO since then, but it is such a tough challenge, and I haven't yet broken the habit completely. (Though my streaks have been increasing a lot in the last couple months).

    I do believe anxiety has a big part in it, but I’m sure porn makes it worse. I want to kick the porn habit forever, have healing, and increased confidence.