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Day 1 - it starts here. May 11, 2018

1. noonoon
  Day 23. Dizzy. What the hell is going on?
  
  Oct 24, 2017
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2. noonoon
  Day 19! sometimes i think anxiety and work stress help me maintain my sobriety. Have to stay sober to make good decisions.
  
  Oct 20, 2017
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  2. Son of a Bitch
    I can relate.
    
    Oct 20, 2017
    
    vxlccm and noonoon like this.
  3. noonoon
    It's too bad it has to be this way.
    
    Oct 24, 2017
    
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3. noonoon
  Day 16! Been too long since i've seen you last. It's good to see you again
  
  Oct 17, 2017
  1. vxlccm, Atlanticus, 2525 and 4 others like this.
4. noonoon
  Life is good! 8 days in baby!
  
  Oct 10, 2017
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5. noonoon
  Life is good. Only 6 days in but feeling better!!
  
  Oct 7, 2017
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6. noonoon
  I thought strength was needed to stay sober. Now i know better. It's weakness - surrender and humility. Those are what i need.
  
  Oct 5, 2017
  1. vxlccm, Atlanticus, Deleted Account and 4 others like this.
7. noonoon
  Allowing oneself to become empty is the only successful and fulfilling way to deal with the crushing weight of recovery.
  
  Oct 3, 2017
  1. vxlccm, Atlanticus, 2525 and 6 others like this.
8. noonoon
  Sobriety is learning to empty oneself.
  
  Oct 2, 2017
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  2. noonoon
    Yup. Only my drug is pmo.
    
    Oct 4, 2017
    
    vxlccm, 2525, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
9. noonoon
  This month is a new beginning. I've failed in the past...and succeeded in mostly no PMO. Now is the time to start again. 30 days
  
  Oct 1, 2017
  1. vxlccm, Deleted Account, R.I.I.P.E.R and 2 others like this.
10. noonoon
  Today i will not use porn because i want to feel real feelings.
  
  Sep 27, 2017
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  2. Rising Sun !!
    That's great..
    
    Sep 27, 2017
    
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11. Atlanticus
  noonoonoon! love your litany of likes!:)
  
  Sep 25, 2017
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12. noonoon
  Today I will not use porn because I crave freedom, hope, love.
  
  Sep 24, 2017
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13. noonoon
  Anger, jealousy and resentment. How can one man have so much crap inside himself? Where did my love, hope and charity go?
  
  Sep 24, 2017
  1. vxlccm, Deleted Account, R.I.I.P.E.R and 3 others like this.
  2. Atlanticus
    I have found that any bad feelings go down the more one lives in accordance with one's your true, addiction-free, mentally sane, and interpersonally constructive self! Darkness, my friend, is merely the absence of light. The more of the latter there is, the less of the former!
    
    Sep 25, 2017
    
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  3. noonoon
    @Atlanticus i agree. Ghandi said something similar -
    "happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony".
    
    Sep 25, 2017
    
    vxlccm, 2525, Deleted Account and 3 others like this.
  4. Atlanticus
    A guy who quotes Ghandi -- my hero -- can't have all that many unwashed socks in his heart (to quote the Grinch):)
    
    Sep 26, 2017
    
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14. noonoon
  Today i will not use porn because I love my family and friends.
  
  Sep 23, 2017
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15. noonoon
  I have to live inside this heart of mine. Lord, give me the strength to make it a place i wish to reside.
  
  Sep 19, 2017
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16. noonoon
  Today I will not use porn because in my heart is the tiny sapling of truth and spirit, growing stronger daily in the light of sobriety.
  
  Sep 17, 2017
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17. noonoon
  feeling rejected by men (friendship-wise) is somehow a major trigger for me. Weird.
  
  Sep 17, 2017
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  2. Atlanticus
    Not surprising, perhaps, since PMO unleashes these feel-good chemicals in the brain. I hope you're not "triggering" the rejection (the better to fap) but rather approaching people sensitively (the better to succeed in having positive relationships of any kind). Good luck!
    
    Sep 17, 2017
    
    R.I.I.P.E.R, Rising Sun !!, Deleted Account and 2 others like this.
  3. noonoon
    Not sure what that means "triggering" the rejection? In otherwords, using it as an excuse?
    
    Sep 17, 2017
    
    vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R, Rising Sun !! and 3 others like this.
  4. Atlanticus
    I meant: behaving in ways that rejection is likely... thus leading to the old "coping mechanism" ... a bit like picking a fight for the "sweetness" of making up, afterwards. I bring this up only because it's easy to get rejected if you don't watch out... Good luck.
    
    Sep 17, 2017
    
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18. noonoon
  Trying to allow myself to feel my feelings rather than run to my coping mechanisms. It hurts!
  
  Sep 16, 2017
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  2. Atlanticus
    The psychological roots (and consequences) of addiction are often deep and mostly baffling. It sounds like you're uncovering them -- which is good, because then you can better contain, resolve, and compensate them. Best of success, guy!
    
    Sep 17, 2017
    
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19. noonoon
  I don't deserve to be this happy about day 5... yet i am! I am powerless so Thank God for Day 5!
  
  Sep 13, 2017
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20. noonoon
  Lord, let me not do anything today for which i might be ashamed. Rather let me do good.
  
  Sep 11, 2017
  1. R.I.I.P.E.R, Rising Sun !!, Deleted Account and 5 others like this.
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Trying to reduce the binge/relapse cycle by not restarting count after single failure. This current count includes:
PMO =1 (3/2/18)
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