OheyApple

Thank u sir

You as well :)

Onwards :)

For sure you know how to change that...

Life has become slavery

Although a regular life *can* be very satisfying....

You will! ;)

You describe exactly the way your addiction is developing.
After a release you discover: hey, I'm not satisfied. And try harder to get your satisfaction. The only way is: stop trying satifaction this way and start doing other things THAT gives satisfaction.

@Roady I like ur way of thinking

My hands feel like fucking sandpaper and I'm still going at it

This shit will suck your soul.Your lucky you are here

Head in the game!

Focus, you can make it happen if someone put a gun to your head

Me too, man. I know how you feel.

Yes I am my friend I am. Call me King

Never too late. Don't worry.

All that say in school shit really starts to make sense when you’re not even 40 years old and your back is locking up.

Never too late, your current situation is not your final destination

Successful people maintain a positive focus in life no matter what is going on around them. They stay focused on their past successes rather than their past failures, and on the next action steps they need to take to get them closer to the fulfillment of their goals rather than all the other distractions that life presents to them.
~~~ Jack Canfield

You’re still training your brain to expect a fake reward. Sometimes holding it for a long period of time and then relapsing can actually make your addiction worse.

For real. Small steps is the way forward