Open Parasol
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Open Parasol

Fapstronaut, 26, from Georgia

And hello fast recovery (I don't feel a need to look at anything right now) Dec 6, 2015

Open Parasol was last seen:
Mar 10, 2016
    1. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Resolve is a truly amazing and wondrous thing. I may be starting over again, but with each time I restart, mine grows stronger.
    2. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      2...hours...of sleep...I think I went full circle from exhausted to super energetic.
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      Open Parasol
      Yay...rainy weather all day...ughh. But it gets me thinking..I'm glad I chose this as a name:)
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      Open Parasol
      At peace right now, no urges or depression. No motivation either..and I've got a lot of work to do...
    5. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Depressed. No urges though, more like..fleeting thoughts. I'm stuck somewhere and alone right now, but I felt much better with people around
    6. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Feeling alright, I've been off an on depressed, but more good than bad.
    7. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Feeling tired and depressed, but its better than misery.
    8. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Spent most of today and yesterday practicing on the ocarina. Its a really fun distraction!
    9. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Weather cleared up and I feel much better. Although, its going to storm again later..*sigh*
    10. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Oh no, its raining. I don't know why but poor weather usually alters my mood. Not feeling good at all right now. I hope it clears up soon.
    11. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      On the plus side I DID have a movie marathon. Saw Big Hero 6, and it was AMAZING.
    12. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Ah, dagnabbit. Slipped again. Well, 10 days w/o pmo is still a good deal better than my usual. Now...time to double up! Goin' for 20!
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    13. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Is it a unique perspective, being a feminist and a P addict? I don't think so. But what do I know? What do you think?
    14. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Although...at the end of today it will have been the 10th w/o incident.
    15. Open Parasol
      Open Parasol
      Day 41 of PMO challenge. This is great because before starting all this, I could hardly go one day. I feel happy, and sociable! So rare.
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  • About

    Birthday:
    Sep 10, 1994 (Age: 26)
    Location:
    Georgia
    Occupation:
    Professional Layabout
    In August of 2006 (just before my 12th birthday) was the first time I'd ever heard the word "porn." But I'd soon familiarize myself with it, and for nearly 9 years I'd struggle with all the problems that came with it. But in February of 2015, I'd listened to a speech, one that inspired me and finally gave me the strength to try a real recovery. Everyday before that was plagued with irritation, riddled with headaches, and so miserable that I know I can't ever go through that again.

    I want to tell my story, as it will unfold thus far. And if I can, I'd like to help others with what they're going through.

    Its wonderful to meet you all.
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