What I say might be controversial, but you shouldn't be looking for hope. Look for a plan so that hope isn't a factor in your future. I know you have potential. Seriously, you're here trying to break an addition so that shows an ability to make changes. If it goes too far, please seek help...
This was amazing. Really. I hit my last relapse tonight (I read that after I relapsed) so I am finally going to end this. I seriously can't thank you enough.
Thanks for the comment, my man! You should check out Aron Ra if you haven't already. Easily my number one. I suppose you're right about my name, though. I wouldn't have made a big deal about it online if it weren't for my upbringing. I don't even watch much atheist content anymore, I like other...
Thank you, my friend. I will go check it out soon. I am glad you got something out of the post, I am confused about it at some points myself. Ha. Wishing you the best.
Ave Satani!
No you will not be scolded for that, my friend. While I disagree about me being religious because of my atheism, I AM 'religious' because of my LaVayen Satanism.
Thank you for being reasonable, your advice was useful and I will be reflecting on it as I progress. Wishing you the best on your...