i feel like iam a gAy but iam not i have been with a girl before ,,,i cry when i remember the the thoughts...iam nearly broken
Secondly If you feel shame or guilty I just wanna tell you that this is your truely personal don't worry about what happened and just focus on what's important to think about and don't let bad thoughts surrounded you
Great wishes from Eren-sama to Captain Luffy ^^ you may have all the strength to pass this struggle asap :D