Welcome to Heirs of the Sun, Soldier. Enlisting is easy, earning a rank is not. We take care of our own around here. Don’t be shy, the Souls want to see you on the member wall, our barracks. This group requires participation, so stay active. Read the Heirs Oath on our announcement page. We are together in this.
That is not bad man. Don't beat yourself up. Recollect your energy and will. And start again with more power! Reaching 9 days means just one more day to day 10, 2 days to 11, 3 days to 12. That is achievable isn't it?
At least you now know that you don't want to feel like that again. So start again the challenge and this time endure!