Recent content by rabidrunts

Checking in. No urges of late, except to check out women on the train and facebook. Mostly been able to stop myself.

You're right. It goes much more quickly and is easily if you're not anticipating success or failure all the time. Just focusing on what needs to be done (managing your thoughts) is best. My last streak was best when I didn't post every single day.

Well, I'm resetting my counter today to reflect that I relapsed many weeks ago. At the time I was too ashamed to deal with it. I gave up trying to diligently fight this and then I started giving myself what I called "grace" to do whatever I wanted. That lead into forgetting about all that I...

Day 51 The habit is broken. I would say I'm done but there are people on here who are so much more committed than just 51 days in, so I will continue on. This site is like some sort of bomb that disrupts the momentum of the PMO habit. Before coming here I had attempted to stop so many times...

Day 46. Similar feeling to Too much baggage. Things have gotten easier.

Man, our brains will come up with anything to justify fapping. The last time I relapsed mine told me fapping was ok because I just had sex the day before so as long as I thought about my wife it would be like we were having sex still...sorry but that just isn't true brain! I still went through...

41 Days The days are going by much faster now.

Day 39 Checking in.

Day 38 I started biking in to work. Having exercise every day really lets out some of the energy and restlessness nofap brings.

Day 37. Still going. 4th of July long weekend was hard to get through.

Day 35 I'm feeling good about getting through today. I'm a little annoyed about some work stuff but other than that this day is hopeful.

Day 32 Edging needs to stop. Had a close call yesterday. I'll stay away from my phone as much as possible while alone. No P or M. Just arousing myself unnecessarily.

Day 31 Just checking in. I'm noticing that I now deal with almost everything exclusively in my head. What I mean is my thoughts are as far as anything gets. For example I was on the train and because just seeing an attractive woman can get me to stare and think about M later, I stop myself from...

Day 8 is probably about the time the blue-balls became unbearable for me as well, it will subside. This happened especially the first time, before I came to this site, I think because of the frequency of M before trying to stop. I think it's like a momentum thing. You fap and fap and fap and...

That's how it works. I am also married and also leave O open since my goal is to simply not have self-induced Os.