Rationaliser

My hyper-analytical mind naturally dissects everything I pursue into trivial and seemingly meaningless components and narratives; and that gradually deflates all the enthusiasm and motivation I hold.

I know that I need to be driven, not motivated. And that can only come from pursuing something meaningful.

In the pursuit and in the name of finding meaning, I'm preparing myself to take a massive step in life, and I'm extremely anxious to take that step.

It's good to have motivation but don't rely on it. It comes and goes. Discipline is what keeps you going.

Yes, but without motivation, nothing is possible.
Healthy desires can be a very strong and good motivator in life.

Of course but remember that motivation and drive are two distinct things. One thing is being motivated, other is being driven. And what I mean above is that we shouldn't rely on emotions to take action on what is important for us to do.

If managed to make it once, you can do it again, my friend. Don't give up.

Good job .

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