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Oh thanks for asking. :) Been through a busy week. Tonight we are going to a concert I was looking forward to a lot .

It’s a good feeling, isn’t it? ;)

Yes sir. And it makes the whole yearning thing hilarious when you think about it. In what way were the PMO-times better? There are zero logical reasons to go back.

Yet the pull is real...must stay sharp!

45 days is a really powerful growth of a run :) Glad this site helps you.

Thanks Coffee Candy. :-) You are also doing well on your run!

Thanks. I didnt see this till now..its sweet to discover it. :)

Tends to feel that way..
Not easy to remind yourself, but how much better is the feeling after actively deciding against PMO. That undoubtedly gives me a big fucking smile every time

Exactly. the human mind is funny in a way that it tends to only remembers the good parts of the past. However, a better present is much more worth in this case.

Yee yee!

Eye on the prize!

Exactly. Everyday spent noylt feeling like feces is a way forward. A nostalgie towards that is shocking.

Learning from failures sure gave me another perspective on this journey I'm on. I gave in plenty of times, but the reason I'm feeling good right now is not that I'm on a long 20+ streak but that I know I've learned about myself and feel more confident in battling oncoming challenges and urges.

These are wise works, thanks for sharing them. I agree that the choice of yours to decide what you do with it and you can use it for your gain.

I am happy to hear that learned more about yourself. That's so important! Not only the goal, but the journey itself to it gives a chance to get to know ourselves better.

That’s the way. I’m trying to learn this as well.

Glad to hear this brother. do you find it difficult to adapt your thinking to this? I often have the feeling that even though I say it, it is actually much harder to feel it in my heart.

Oh it’s very difficult.

It is an IT thesis in the topic of possible defence mechanisms based on a system which analyses ongoing voice traffic signalling of a telecommunications system, while looking for possible malicious attacks.

To rephrase in a more humanely readable language: I play around with methods that help a system automatically know that it is under a cyber attack and report this to an administrator.

Very interesting, must be fun :)

:)

I see you already got some share of it :)

You got it!

Thank you White Sheep! :)
I wanted to follow you as I saw the amazingly strong connection you have with fellow users/friends of the site. This is something I can learn from and I hope I can support you on your journey as well.

Oh :O you are so kind. Your words already encourage me. Thank you so much :)

Continue forward :)

Yes sir!