recovery_isaac

Fapstronaut, Male, 19

I'm most vulnerable now than ever. All I need is truth, love, authenticity, and honesty. The rest don't matter. Jan 31, 2020

recovery_isaac was last seen:: Feb 2, 2020

1. [email protected]
  Hi Isaac.
  
  May 24, 2020
  1. marleymellowmood, Fenris the Dread Wolf, ....... and 1 other person like this.
2. recovery_isaac
  I'm most vulnerable now than ever. All I need is truth, love, authenticity, and honesty. The rest don't matter.
  
  Jan 31, 2020
  1. Deleted Account and Azzure like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Man what are you going to do? If you want to talk let me know.
    
    Jan 31, 2020
3. recovery_isaac
  Celibacy starts now. My own personal growth is what matters most.
  
  Jan 22, 2020
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4. recovery_isaac
  Day 0.
  
  Dec 18, 2019
  1. Hold it in, jenthleth, Sammyforthewin and 4 others like this.
  2. Snelle
    The beginning of an amazing change in your life!
    
    Dec 18, 2019
    
    Sammyforthewin, Deleted Account, amaranth and 2 others like this.
5. recovery_isaac
  I literally can't make progress because I don't really have a purpose. All I know is that I just feel bad whenever I relapse so like...
  
  Dec 17, 2019
  1. Hold it in, Sammyforthewin, Dojokyoto and 5 others like this.
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  3. fg4795
    Then you have a purpose. To never feel bad for this again. Get it my friend. You're stronger than you think.
    
    Dec 17, 2019
    
    Hold it in, Sammyforthewin, recovery_isaac and 2 others like this.
  4. Dojokyoto
    The meaning of life is to find your gift and the purpose of life is to give it away!
    
    Dec 17, 2019
    
    Hold it in, Sammyforthewin, T h e o and 2 others like this.
  5. recovery_isaac
    Thank you for all your wisdom! I'm holding strong.
    
    Dec 18, 2019
    
    Hold it in, Sammyforthewin, Dojokyoto and 2 others like this.
6. recovery_isaac
  Man this process is harder than I thought it would be. On the bright side, I have no desire for PMO right now after relapsing so much
  
  Dec 16, 2019
  1. Hold it in, jenthleth, Symbol of Peace and 5 others like this.
  2. fg4795
    greatest things require greatest efforts
    
    Dec 16, 2019
    
    Hold it in, Symbol of Peace and Dojokyoto like this.
7. recovery_isaac
  Serotonin is the "it'll be okay" chemical in your brain. I think I just felt it for the first time in forever. I cherish this moment...
  
  Dec 15, 2019
  1. Hold it in, HeartCenter, jenthleth and 2 others like this.
8. recovery_isaac
  4 days in a row where I've relapsed. I've hit a new low. I've wasted my time, and now I have to take a final I didn't study for :'(
  
  Dec 11, 2019
  1. Hold it in, Hello Friend, jenthleth and 2 others like this.
9. recovery_isaac
  What's the point in beating this? lol. I don't really care about relationships or a future family. And I just fail miserably anyway
  
  Dec 11, 2019
  1. Hold it in, spaces, amaranth and 2 others like this.
  2. Hello Friend
    You'll find out once you beat it ;)
    
    Dec 11, 2019
    
    Hold it in, spaces, amaranth and 1 other person like this.
  3. jenthleth
    Only you can answer that question. You must have a reason or you would never have started this fight in the first place. It doesn’t have to be a family, that’s not for everyone. But you have a reason and you gotta honestly ask yourself what it is. Taking more control over your life? Getting closer to God? Only you know
    
    Dec 11, 2019
    
    HeartCenter and Hello Friend like this.
10. recovery_isaac
  And now we must make a decision, shall we continue in that which brings us bondage and despair or unlock the door of freedom and light?
  
  Dec 9, 2019
  1. spaces, Leashed4good, Deleted Account and 3 others like this.
  2. Hold it in
    I'm in the same boat Mr. Gull. We gotta strive for the light :)
    
    Dec 9, 2019
    
    spaces, Leashed4good and Deleted Account like this.
11. recovery_isaac
  I feel like a took a baby step today. Got lots to learn.
  
  Dec 8, 2019
  1. Hold it in, LEPAGE, Muphy and 2 others like this.
12. recovery_isaac
  Today was the worst day of my life. Period. I have no idea what to do. I guess I wished so bad for a new life and now I'm at the bottom.
  
  Dec 5, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    If you’re going through hell, keep going…
    
    Dec 5, 2019
    
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13. recovery_isaac
  I think I am the most addicted now than I have ever been in my life, and I need to get unstuck.
  
  Dec 5, 2019
  1. Hold it in, jenthleth and spaces like this.
14. recovery_isaac
  All of us have to face the dark. How we handle it determines whether we find the light or not.
  
  Dec 5, 2019
  1. Hold it in, jenthleth and spaces like this.
15. recovery_isaac
  I've officially hit rock bottom.
  
  Dec 4, 2019
  1. Hold it in, jenthleth and spaces like this.
16. recovery_isaac
  Everybody's scared of going to hell, but I'm already living it. And it's not scary. It's worse.
  
  Dec 4, 2019
  1. Hold it in, jenthleth, spaces and 1 other person like this.
17. recovery_isaac
  My list of things to do: 1. Get on God's side. 2. Create healthy relationships. 3. Pursue my interests and career. That's what matters.
  
  Dec 3, 2019
  1. HeartCenter, Hold it in, jenthleth and 3 others like this.
18. HeartCenter
  How's it going man?
  
  Dec 1, 2019
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  2. recovery_isaac
    Just relapsed again today... :( I need to get my crap together
    
    Dec 3, 2019
    
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  3. HeartCenter
    Hey man, thank you for your honesty. I can be hard on myself when I relapse but you're starting this really early in life and that's inspiring to me. Whenever I can loosen up and be loving with myself, things aren't as difficult.
    
    Dec 4, 2019
    
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19. recovery_isaac
  Today begins the process.... Day 0
  
  Nov 26, 2019
  1. Hold it in, HeartCenter, iloveMyGf1331 and 6 others like this.
  2. fg4795
    Go get it my friend we got you back :)
    
    Nov 27, 2019
    
    Hold it in and recovery_isaac like this.
  3. iloveMyGf1331
    You can fucking do it brother! We’re all in this together! Dont you dare you give up ever again! If your about to let go think about why you held on for so long
    
    Nov 28, 2019
    
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20. recovery_isaac
  I've come to realize I can't beat this alone.
  
  Nov 26, 2019
  1. Hold it in, HeartCenter, fg4795 and 5 others like this.
  2. jenthleth
    We can’t! But that’s why we have God.
    
    Nov 27, 2019
    
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  3. HeartCenter
    True. The mind that is sick cannot be the mind we rely on to get us out. Other people and a Higher Power are the way man.
    
    Dec 1, 2019
    
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