I'VE BEEN FIGHTING SINCE I WAS A CHILD. I'M NOT A SURVIVOR I'M A WARRIOR, GOD THANKS FOR ANOTHER LIFE OPPORTUNITY!
I feel the same way. I can say, i started struggling with PM around 14 and O around 16. Came here around 17 and making great progress. You sure csn too lad. Hold the line!
No price is too high to rectify a mistake... You can always better yourself, although it doesn't erase your mistakes, but, it still is better than wallowing in sorrow and self pity.
Till you hold on to those thoughts ... till you don't want to move on ... till you don't set a goal in life, so that you can focus on things you want to accomplish ... It's simple ... just let go ... don't keep on having the same thoughts ... this is life ... even if one die then what ... don't hold yourself back because of those ... Ok, set up new rules so that that won't happen ...
What @Arc12 said is beautiful, but I gotta disagree a little... You gotta face the feelings... Try to tell somebody about what happened! Get a grasp of what happened to you and how you can make sense of it and vaccinate your future! This way you control your feelings, not that feelings control you!
It's not the year it's your attitude that makes an year good or bad. Change your attitude and things will began to change
